haiss. wake up quite early. i pull myself up. i wanna sleep forever. but i cant. went to meet mich and xuan first. go hougang mall food court. haiss. so sianss. we 4 are not happy. haiss. i graduating so nvms. sit outside cause too many peeps. start lerrs. but chased away by security. then we go HDB dere. den sit down meeting lohs. hais. zibi. fangjie beside me. she canns be crapps de. and she is so greedy. eat more than me. lolss. pass food around. then play with von. crapps. but so hot. kept perspiring. i hate it. sticky lerrs. after meeting. go hougang mall. study first. teeyong, mich cheah and eunice join us. they eat, we study. but i no mood. i start with physics. den eat. chat chat. study agains. chinese. no mood. hope my boss is okaes. yahhs. buy swts. really swt. saw vier. so guai. den we crapps lerrs. brins came and wanted to act pathetic. lolss. we are going to expose him. but he spoiled our plan. went to send xuan. den we go buy dawn's present. yahhs. go home after that. i hate people controlling me. haiss. how i treat you ? why like that ? cause i have been controlled. no freedom. what canns i do ? went home. and all the naggy stuffs. i hate these. boss called. am i helping him. hope so. cheer ups ! study hard. not like me. everytime no mood. so worry about my studies. cant stand her. so heartless. yes, you are. hurt so many people. never cares about their feelings. damm bad. goanddie bahs. those naggy stuffs irritates me so muchh. hate my family. all of them. my frens. all ! i think is really ALL ! dont know my situation. still laugh. haiss. thannks my cousin. at this age. so many problems came. and when this period is over. i will be okaes. she say de. yahhs. haiss. but my life seems so SHIT. just letmesleepforever lahhs. it will be so good. my wish. grant me this wish. PLEASE. i cant stand it. what for let me go out on mon and not tomolo ? a while also will die. i wwant to buy what i want. also have to use own money. FUCK ! nobody will understand. try to be me bahs. i hate being with someone that likes someone. dont mention nvms. but mentioning then what ? how i help ? i am a bad helper. end up not that happy. have to think of ways to help. i cant interfere also. haiss. BEST is alonne ? discover that mel, brins, teeyong all likes to go out alonne. shop alonne. maybe i try that one day. zibi and zibi. talk to myself. i shall be retarded. noone care anyway. cares about you all de own life bahs. all the SELFISH people. want to make me crys EVERYDAY ? like got use like that. FUCK my life. have terrible headache NOW. leg still so pain. tomolo is ah gong birthday. sianns. noone will entertain me de. allalonne.
