haiss. sianns. wake up earlier. have heacy things to take. yahhs. take cab. but raining. i like the weather before raining. so liang. den manage to take a cab. reached school lerrs den go f&n room put things lohhs. den go hall. have assembly. oohs. den public canning. so curious. ummmm. dont know them de. nvms. after that go back klass. have lessons. boring. my maths just passed. hais. i expected higher. haiss. den go eat fast fast. rush to f&n room to prepare. i feel lost. feel so moody. some how i crapps latas. boan entertain me. last year also he help me. thannks a lot. aaron too. my fren. after doing my dishes. i feeel SARKY. mine was so lousy than thiers. thannks boan and aaron and kor fortrying to cheer me up. i tried. but i cant. my tears coming down. maybe noone sees. my heart so dead. feel like dying. haiss. my mood was really DOWN. seems that only 3 peeps cares for me at that moment. a BIG BIG thannks to kor, boan and aaron. after that i slowly okaes lerrs. yahhs. i have another darrling ? ummmm. peeps share food together. i was feeding peeps. one by one. so nicce. my darrling food. yummy. my food ? i tthrow away. i never taste. nobody would want to taste de. haiss. sad. tired. after school go find brins. went to cp and buy milk shake. thick one summore. he was crapps. which make my crapps too. sometimes crappy frens are nicce. make you cheer ups. when you are down. hope he is okaes. den study a while. thannks for helping me eng. for one paragraph only. pathetic. went home after that. fangjie cuut hair. so weird. lolss. go home and zibi. play paino. study a bit. do hw a bit. got use mahs ? hais. i hate myself so much. why is like so little time for me to study. to do things. everything came so fast. i didnt have time to prepare. end up haiss-ing. my fault. is really my fault. i only canns blame myself. never do hw, never study. end up onlining. blogging. chatting. is this me ? last time, i wasnt like that. i have changed so muchh. used to be so guai. obedient. ugly. clever gal. NOW, zejun have changed. totally chaanged. yahhs. who carres ? some peeps ? who ? SHIT lohs. only SHIT cares. haiss. like legoland. cousin was ddere. so cool. i want go too. so nicce. tomolo going to go school early. hope someone will pei me. hong ? i must finish my studying and hw. jiayou ze. nobody say that to me. forget it. letmesleepforever. dontwakemeup. my eyes are getting smaller and smaller. gd nites.
