hais. wake up and feel so tired. start studying at 11 plus. yawns. i told my self i MUST sstudy. mon and tues have tests. arrrrgh! stress arrgh. starrted with e-maths den ss. cook spagetti for lunch. long time never cook lerrs. yummy of course. i cook de lehs. delicious. stay in a room and study. teach my sis compo. why today i so guai ? dont understand. staying at home. like a housewife. lolss. hais. around evening, went to grandma hse. grandma always cook so nice de. admire her. lolss. after eating. sit outsidde with my aunties. i prefer chatting with them. iammatured. lolss. i am not that close to the kids lers. chat about next sat. have barbecue. but change to other things. ummmm. hope i can make it lohs. but i will zibi. howi wish someone crappy were always by my side. who ners ? hais. tomolo going to study den go mslim hse agains. it is a good thing. i have to rush my revision and f&n lerrs. die lers lahs. so many things. hais. i feel so lonely. no one understand me. myself also. hais. such a failure. yahs. btw, a GREAT BIG THANKKS to sean the threatener for helping me. i still think this skin dont suits me lehs. lolss.