Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
STUPIDZEJUN.
hais. i am super pissed NOW. pisssed until never talk. never speak a single word. why am i like that ? just because of my mum and sis ? i dont know. many things came in my mind. became so DEAD. nobody listen to me. what for give birth to me. STUPIDZEJUN. cry for what. no use anyway. stupidme. nothing can be changed. i hate my life. family SARKS. friends ? SARKS too. hais. dont know how to describe you all. one by one. all of you are IDOITS. ASSHOLE. i hate everyone. myself. what am i doing ? i am in my own world. you all ? GOAWAY. i wanted to stay at home. and lie on my bed forever. is the same as die. yahs. that is my wish. who can help me ? even die also not in peace. hais. whatthehell. what motive you all have ? making use of me. one by one. treat me like what ? rubbish. all the people around are useless. so as me. no one will understand what am i writing. no one knows. sorry to those chat with me de. i dont feel like talking. sorry darrling. sorry don. hais. i know i am a bad friend. then you all ? liking someone is like that mehs ? i hate the selfishness. you, you, you and you. so many. worth it ? i just dont understand. tell me i also dont know how to solve mahs. i pro mehs ? den give me that atittude. that face. what for ? i hate those peeps. thats why is best to die now. but can i ? nowadays have so many projects. f&n. studies. band ? all the problems just come outtx. nothing can stop them. what should i do ? i cant do alonne. hais. tomolo is agm lers. so scared. nervous. what should i say. think i will crys. even now. hais. dont say lers. have nice curry tomolo. stepping down. but going bacck. have time ? dont ask me. anyway i cant help much ? i am a bad asl. bad social welfare. hais. today wasnt good. after school have geo remedial. nice teacher lahs. pathetic 3 person go only. i understand. den go buy present. finally. hope kor likes it. den go hougang mall. wander and shop around. saw mrtan and his wife. was so shocked. okaes. do a bit of my hw. still got lots. nobody helps too. thought can run today. but NO. hais. forget it. tomolo 2.4 run. i must run hao hao. i need someone to pull me. but my mood like that. dont know lahs. arrrrgh. hope i will be okaes tomolo. yahs. think i have calmed down. i just remember i dont have family. i came from stone. i dont have friends. my friend is myself. YES. leavemealonneNOW. my feelings are NUMB. happy birthday to kor when is 12pm. yahs. i dont want to affect anyone. me alonne canns lers. i have ENOUGH.
