haiss. crys. i should nottx have go to peeps blog and read. one after another one. haiss. what canns i do ? crys non- stop. was damm sadd. i regretted many things. writing blog is a badd thing ? i should have nottx exist in this world. whys only one or two peeps cares ? okaes. is all my fault. i knew that. i should nottx be selfish. and ask you all to care and concern for me. i know is ALLMYFAULT. i did nottx do my part as a friend. i dont need care and concern NOW. concentrate on you all de o levels bahhs. should i take it as nothing have happen tomolo ? haiss. i have no mood at all. whys must FUCK things affect me. afffect o levels. i create all this ? okaes. i will just blame myself for everything. friends just sarks like hell. i wont bother lerrs. since it had happen, i shall not do anything. nothing canns change also. so what for i bother ? what a life i had. i shall have die long ago. better then having all this SHIT things. i think this is one of my saddest period. tears are flowing non stop. nothing canns stop them. nothing canns make me smile or laugh NOW. i was in good mood just now and now so fuck up. celebrate mother day at jacks place. quite nicce lahhs. nothing much to say. dont know they kou shi xin fei or what. dont need give anything ? what for we put effort to give something to mothers. haiss. dont understand. dont understand anything. maybe you all will read this entry. but i still have to say. SORRY. i created all this. i wont need you all to bother anymore. NO MORE ! if i tell you all, like you all will change. will ddo something like that. o levels is more impt right ? so what for i tell you all. i never spare a thought for you all. i know. is my fault. i never try. everything is just my fault. i shall nottx blame you all. dont talk to me anymore. please. i dont want to crys over this. my consequences are worse too. yahhs. i dont understand you all. myself too. maybe all of us are at fault. but sometimes is so fuck up. now, i dont know what shoulld i do. how i wish i have a accident now. not want you all to gulity. to be sadd. is i cant take it anymore. really. letmesleepforever. much to say. but no use anymore. and is not only you all. hope you all canns pass very well ffor every subjects. good luck. and please say bye to me. if not, i feel worse. haiss.
