haiss. wake up at 5am to study. i pull myself up. started yawning and yawning. dozing off and continue studying ss. then doze off agains. haiss. at least absorb that little of it. reached school then study lohhs. read through. brins is crappy early in the morning. after assembly. go hall. arrrrgh. hate that atmosphere ! wnt in and exam going to start soon. peeps still reading through. some wishing good luck. hope i can take the mike then say GOODLUCK to everyone. like so stupid. lolss. so scared. start lerrs. do source based first. ummmm. stuck here and there. i waste a lot of time. yahhs. left 30 mins for structured. i thought two qns. phew ! one only. i think i will fail. humans is my weakest subject. haiss. then go for recess. cant lend compass and protractor. mslim nottx there. i forgot to bring. maybe too tired then forget lerrs. haiss. no choice. go buy lohhs. then eat a little. thannks ahpao. even though lend bu dao. go back and prepare fot maths paper. arrrrgh ! so many qns. no time for mie. sommore so hot. i perspiring. then so pekcek lohhs. will i get at least a2 ? or whats ? haiss. sadd. after paper. meet don. mich. xuan. brins. reeree thought brins was boss. lolss. so much difference canns ? went to ps. eat long john. chat chat lohhs. i zibi lerrs. dont feel like talking. brins go meet someone. take one station lerrs then go back chinatown. then mich and xuan go study. don and i go home. no mood also mahhs. no bks. never bring. never talk muchh. maybe being alonne will be bettter. i dont want affect peeps. dont want my friends to me unhappy. on the way bacck. i criedd. just very auto. whats wrong ? no idea. i dont understand myself. stay at home and study maths. so tired. but cant sleep. haiss. watchtv. cried agains. is touching or i auto agains ? haiss. no one understand de. no one cares. sorry ! sick of friends lerrs. i choose to stay at home zibi than going out with you all. the feeling sarks. thats mie. i guess i am back to the old ze ? at times lahhs. have heavy eyes now. i dont want to sleep. study ? maybe. everyone is busy with their own personal life. have their own friends. got the rights to go with their friendss. am i too petty ? too selfish. too ap. too unreasonable ? haiss. when i need someone here. NO ! nothing. sighhs. my sms bomb lerrs. 900 plus. next month die lerrs. but i want receive msgs. whats a boring life i have. when you all are bored. no one to pei. you all will come and find peeps. sighhs. dont say lerrs. hope everything will be fine.
