haiss. sians sians sians. have to wake up early. cause the tuner will come and tune the piano. like very eassy lehhs. YAWNS. i feel so sleepy. and i really went to sleep. woke up and write down the formulas. okaes. but never memorise all. no mood at all. chinese study also makes me sleep. i am like a pig. no one entertain me also mahhs. want to go outtx also cannot. hate it. time just flies ike that. went to ah gonng hse. his birthday. made him a card. but very ugly. haiss. i am not good at it. i am good at cooking. lolss. ummmm. den have cake. sing birthday song. eat red egg and sou tao. yummy. start the buffet. wow. so nicce. i like to eat but will FAT. arrrrgh. i am already so fat. who can help me slim down. i cant exercise 3 times a week. so busy. no time. then eat eat chat chat. take photos. but i so ugly. haiss. watch spongebob. so nicce and farnie. cute too. like habits of mind. perservere. lolss. after that everybody go home. watch a bit of ru hua den go hom lerrs. am i going to fail my subjects ? my o levels ? what am i doing ? not studying agians and agains. nothing push me forward. howws ? sorry whatever attitude i have gave. haiss. like not zejun at all. who is that ? another side of me ? i should buck up. and why am i not doing so ? all ffrens sarks. NO. okaes. sorry ! not all. but sometimes i think all of you not fit to be. haiss. so i dont know what i say is rright mahhs ? sorry kor. dont know how to entertain you. i dont have the mood. not hyper. tomolo going to beach rd. for class tee. finally have one. hope will be nice. so i canns always wear. yuppie. then maybe shopping. i not studying agains ? zejun, come ons. work hard. if not you will regret. haiss. i like so pathetic. struggling in a very deep sea. waiting for someone to save zejun. canns say a story lerrs. or write a compo. gd nites.
