sighhs. woke up 11am. yawns. still feeling damm tired. started doing my chinese. doze off agains. haiss. meet don then go hougang mall study agains. today more quiet. better. yahhs. raining. look at the rain. then feel like go under the rain. sighhs. i like the rain. the rain made me think of lots of matters. yahhs. made me feel sadd. disappointed. angry. nvms. finish studying at around 5pm. went home. quiet all the way. sighhs. reached home and played piano agains. made me feel better. yahhs. and will made you crys outtx. haiss. after that my family go for buffet lerrs. left mie alonne here. they will be eating nicce foods. i ? ummmm. thought will be eating instant noodle. hees. but have barbecue food later. BIG thannks ! ummmm. really wish you could really concentrate. and not thinking about relationships. o levels is so important NOW. really worry my friend and friends. yahhs. work harder. sighhs. whether is it making use of mie or not. i dont wanna know lerrs. made me even sadd. so nvms lahhs. i hate myself. yahhs. i dont want blame anyone lerrs. sorrys everyone. every friends. did i spare a thought for you all ? i did. you all did ? i bet not all. i choose to kept everything to myself. or write here. is enough for mie lerrs. really enough. i am sorrys ! i dont want my friends to be unhappy or sadd. thats mie wish ! please grant it. after reading my entry, i dont want you all to be sadd too. canns you all promise mie thats ? sighhs. drifted apart. one by one. yahhs. maybe is i think too much. haiss. later have to continue study chinese lerrs. oh GOD, give me the strength and power. wish everyone taking this chinese o level paper canns do well. jiayou !