sighhs. FUCK FUCK FUCK. i am damm pekcek. damm sadd. damm irritated. damm fan NOW. woke up at 5 plus. take the first bus. went to school then give outtx the tees. ummmm. one paper by one paper. FUCK lehhs. all failed. i scolded so much vulgarities. every paper i receieved, i am sadd. disappointed. dont know hows to describe my feelings. FUCK ! eng get 37 ? haiss. in my life. never get 7/30 for compo before. and she gave mie. yahhs. is i LAN. i too lousy lerrs lohhs. this kind of rubbish. crys. i cant do anything. i only canns crys. whats canns i do ? no one help mie. i am dead ! thannks boss. thannks reeree. thannks vier for the thin tissues. thannkss xiaoming. thannks those thats an wei mie. science failed. maths failed. all failed. crys and crys. sadd and sadd. went to see f&n paper. i passed. yahhs. mslini is lenient. but if o level, cannot like thats de. she push me to 55. thannks lots. never eat. no mood at all. went to ava for chinese. FUCK arrr. a maths i get lower than F9. damm low. damm lousy. my worse paper. i was shocked when boss told mie. i cried agains. i cant do anything. whats a result i had. i canns go die lerrs. i know is miid year only. but is also an exam. haiss. only passed my chinese and f&n. arrrrgh ! totally nno mood. sighhs. i feel like killing myself. is this mie ? whys leezejun so LAN. so STUPID. so ASSHOLE. i hate myself. yahhs. i dont know myself too. after chinese lessons. went to compass with reeree. we ate mosburger. had crapps. have to thannks her a lot. yahhs. ate frozen strawberry. so nicce. we sang songs. study together. then been chased by the people. no space mahhs. soo we went home lerrs. we studied ! yahhs. after that i am back. crys. sadd. my sis is bragging her results. so whats ? big deal ? o levels sarks arrrrrghhh. haiss. no one will understannd. leavemiealonne. dont ask mie about results lerrs. sighhs. if i never go with reeree. i will crys like hell at home alonne. tears kept dropping. i cant stop either. you all wont understannd. never in my life happened this before. sighhs. if tomolo get my humans paper, worse arrrrghhh. i disappoint many peoples. all gone. i cant forget this. but i will still work hard for prelims and o levels. i dont want to regret. canns i do it ? ummmm. studied chinese lerrs. tomolo mslim testing us. one day by one day. absorb here and there. SHIT ! f&n haven do. have to rush lerrs. i am damm stress ! dont act as you all know everything. i am only a substitute. you all dont need me. whats am i for ? i shall go home everyday and study. maybe not going chalet. not going balloon hat. not going for any outings. i choose this path. nothing is important lerrs. my studies first. sorry those friends. friends ? ummmm. dont know whats to say lerrs. wu hua ke shuo. one by one. take cares yourself first. dont care about mie. dont need me de. you all have boyfrens. galfrens. the one you all likes. dont care about mie. i will feel better. today i am damm tired. eyes so painn now. hope tomolo will be better for everyone. good nites ! take cares and sorry all.
