haiss. wake up at 11 plus. wanted to lie forever. but gettx up at 12 plus. haiss. nottx in the mood. just auto de. never go with sc they all lerrs. raining. stay at home and study lohhs. i choose to zibi. eat unch at 3 plus. like tea break lerrs lohhs. after that study agains. i doze off. haiss. hope aaron is okaes. yahhs. then i choose to zibi agains. dont want go grandma hse. i say i want study but i never. eating my instant noodle alonne. i find the noodle so bland. haiss. when i am eating, i cried agains. auto de. i became moody then. i choose not to go outtx agains and agains. sorry everyone. maybe i wanted to be alonne. but i will cry automatically. haiss. whys ? i hate you all. because of you all, i choose to be alonne. haiss. get lost lohhs. since i hate you all. whys am i still talking to you all. still hang outtx ? i dont understand myself too. no one understand too. just now talk on phone to my friend. feeling better. thannks. but i became moody agains. haiss. whats am i thinking. yahhs. i need someone to support mie. a lots. to give me what i need. who ? haiss. been thinking all the memories i had in the past. all the happy memories. all the times i had with you all. all of my friends. but they seems so far away from mie. one by one drifted. i cant ask for more. we have our own problems. own personal life. own things to settle. own friends. haiss. now raining. how i wish i could go in the rain with my true friends. pplaying in the rain. haiss. crys. i became moody agains. how i wish i met an accident now. coma in hospital. haiss. letmiesleepforever. leavemiealonne.
