haiss. i am not pushing all the blame to myself. is me. myself think that is my fault. and i admit that. yahhs. its pointless. no use at all. okaes. you all did care for mie. thannks for all the caring. for now. there is no difference. i dont want you all to waste you all de time. studies are more important. even mie should not waste time. study hard ? ummmm. is hard to say. i am not like you all or those canns do it. try ? is hard. real hard. for now, the situation is different. everything have changed. you all should know. 3 here and 2 there. its different. okaes ? i wont crys lerrs. over this matter ? like waste my tears. haiss. tryy bahhs. you all too ! wish you all good luck. jiayou ! i wont blame you all if you all leavemiealonne. i am used to that. haiss. what are friends for ? why ? no point at all. today wasnt a good day. yahhs. i woke up later and rush to school. phew ! lucky nottx late yet. sianns. jc ? ummmm. have thought of it lahhs. but my L1R5. cannot make it de lahhs. should i forget about going in ? lookind at those jc. haiss. wish that i am very clever. if there isnt any band 1, 2, 3. or what. i wont be talking. i suppose so. talk less than 5 sentences a day. yahhs. or even less. or nottx even a single. haiss. i pity jo too. she is lonely too. we sang the song 'lonely' together. haiss. when i am lonely, i will study. but not that concentrate lahhs. blahs blahhs. recess lerrs. 3 here 2 there. buy lerrs then go back class eat. at least there is more funn. yahhs. is the feeling. after school have ss test. ummmm. after that meet don. flying pigg. feel like throwing. so ding dei. go canteen. sit with xuan and ting. sort of waiting for birthday girl. chat chat. boring. then we go hougang mall take the flowers lohhs. for mich. stan dont like hougang mall. so choosy canns. they are looking at ahbengs. nicce mehhs ? lolss. eat dessert. ummmm. not the one i wanted. haiss. sianns. sit there and wait for time to fly. then go home lerrs. what life is this ? hate guys. they sarks. most of them. yahhs. you all. because of you like someone then like that. cant stand you all. when i am down, where are my friends ? gone. maybe sometimes one or two only. cause they bother to ask. others ? go bother other peeps lahhs. lke i crys, got peeps console me by my side like that. asshole. someone told me to be careful wors. dont walk alonne. cant stand ** lahhs. come lahhs. come find me. like i scared. you then better watch outtx lohhs. trying to threaten me. i feel that i am a lousy friend to everyone. yahhs. i agrree. i blame others. but me ? haiss. i never care and concern you all also horrs ? did i ? i never do my part. you all too. all of you. and this is my life. i hurt everyone. good nites.
