sighhs. today woke up at 11 plus. still tiredd. have tummy ache agains and agains. arrrrgh. finally okaes. study chinese. and i doze off agains and agains. always like that de. cause i lie on the sofa mahhs. haiss. managed to absorb thats little. after that call don. he also sleeping. then i also continue my sleep. lolss. he called. then we meet at mall to study. after buying swts, saw terry wearing class tee too. happy that peeps will wear. yahhs. cause i am wearing too. vier they all there too. i sat the other side and wait for the late king. ummm. terry came and chat about results. haiss. al so clever. and mie ? bullshit. fucking results. start studying chinese when don came. a bit no mood no mood de. there too noisy. CANNOT ! vier then came and chat a while. another pro. haiss. then kor came. ummmm. hope he is okaes. study till 6 plus only. cause of come reason lohhs. thought i canns study longer. nvms. then go home. thannks ! i auto agains. sorry. i vent my anger or saddness on the piano. arrrrgh ! felt better after thats. haiss. whats are friends for ? when no one is free, you came and find mie. if not, you wont find mie. whatever ! am i pissed ? i dont know. i hate this feeling. it cames agains aand agains. whys still hang outtx ? whats am i doing ? whys call you ? whys talk to you ? sighhs. i dont know myself too. i hate guys ! friends ? are you all really concerning ? or just wanted to know results only ? haiss. i cannot beileve anymore. i lost trust in everyone. like the past ? NO ! my heart breaks. pain. have a hole lerrs. cannot be mend. sighhs. arrrrgh. never went to grandma hse agains. am i not respecting the elderly ? i always never go de. sorrys ! so eating instant noodle agains. nicce ehs. curry ! then watch tv. then study. no time. thought tml no time lerrs. but they cancel my name. so not going to buffet lerrs. sorry ! hope my grandma wont mind. i thought of going. ut since cancel lerrs. nvms then. i shall use the time to study. chiong for the last few hours. must study and study and study lerrs. maybe tomolo not blogging ? still dont know yet. i always write my feelings here. no where to put. lost trust ! one by one. just go bahhs. dont be back. leave mie alonne. dont make me feel worse. i said okaes lerrs. forget it. just go bahhs. chat with boss. okaes. good. he studied so fast. so pro sia. hopefully we canns pass with flying colours. he canns get A1, and mie A2. yahhs. jiayou ! good nites. and take cares all.
