haiss. whats a day ! aas usual. went to school. today was early. so i went up to class. have career seminar. wow. 2 hrs. damm tired and sleepy at first. i doze off. lolss. wearing koonchin watch. nicce ! on my hand mahhs. hees. have crapps lahhs. pay back vier and boss lerrs. thannks a lot ! but i decided lerrrs. then our class have two peeps like to question the speaker. lolss. especially sewlyn. ummmm. pro lehhs. from 4 diligence. must be proud of it. then next speaker. one by one. sianns lehhs. hai hao got peeps crapps with mie. ummmm. business course. or hospitality and tourism. still thinking. haiss. no good results, where to go ? so must study real hardd. after all talks. go eat eat. have listening lerrs. i totally forget about it. so difficult. thought will be easy. all got double ans de. haiss. then still got planes flew. sui lohhs. after that school ended. should i go band ? actually never go de. but sighhs. sorry don. i dont need to fall in. lolss. cause abriel says so. hees. set up instrument. like so long never touch. never play. rot lerrs. haiss. i really deteriorate. i dont feel like going. dont ffeel like playing. everything sarks now. pathetic band. so little peeps. start with folding balloons. the person came and teach mahhs. kind of scared. cause my nails are long. lolss. so long never make lerrs. last year till now. after that thought canns give someone. nvms. mrng and mrtan came. ummmm. practise those songs. sarks lahhs. i sarkks. yahhs. i play bu xia qu. am i pissed ? sadd ? disappointed ? ummmm. after band or canns i say during band. i felt so moody agains. hate that feeling cannns. you all wont understandd at all. wtf. i should not come to band. should not attend balloon hat. should not even join band. not even born in this world. all the sarkky friends i have got. none of them are good. are true. sorry i have to say that. none of them ! whats attitude is thats ? one by one. then dont come lahhs. secrets ? whatever ! i dont want to know. talk among yourself. one grp here and there. just leave me alonne lahhs. go compass then go home. when walking home alonne, i cried. always like that. i dont feel like talking. dont want to go anywhere. i want to be alonne. this is my life. and it wont change. xiguan everything lerrs. when one day i cant cheng shou. i will say bye to you all. yahhs. if one day lahhs. i wont blame you all. i will only blame myself. and i mean it. some relationships are like that. all my fault. i cant change anything. just be it. dont need to kelian me or whats. just be yourself back. sighhs. i wonder whats will band be like next time. cant imagine. ummmm. tomolo going to shop bahhs. then study chinese ? watch house of wax. maybe. good nites !
