haiss. i am so moody NOW. damm moody. haiss. no one come and save me. when i am down, no one is there for me. haiss. what for live in this world ? what a stupid life i had. some idiotic sec ones. read people blog and was so KPO. shut your biig fat mouth cannot arrr. cant stand those flirting and ugly faces. okaes. back to me. have chinese exam first. i dont know the first word. then behind 6 marks GONE. no time for me. i day dreaming for dont know how long. haiss. paper 1 after break. during break. sth happened. and everyone go out and see see. kpo kpo. window pane only mahhs. then start paper 1. at first okaes. but after that no inspiration lerrs. haiss. hope can at least a2. if canns. after paper. stay in klass tok tok a while. sorry nic. then i go canteen with reeree. poor tin. they still have art. find brins. huanzhu there also. eat lerrs. den mich came. we 3 go brins hse. present lohhs. ummmm. like his rm. his air con. so cool. then rowen, ekfang and yvonne came. then abriel. play trumpet. until my ear cnt stand iit. but so farnie lahhs. be fore they came was so zibi. reading magazines. finding pics. then guitar is nicce. feel like learning. but no way. no time. haiss. too stress lerrs. play a it of kungfu chaos. then go home lerrs. nothing canns change my life. hate it mann. no frens around. no one cares anyway. sometimes dont know whether want after school go home straight anot. sometimes dont go with frens are better. the feeling so sarky. maybe everyone have stead. have someone in mind. so this happen ? what crapps is that ? ahyahs. whatever lahhs. pek cek arrrr. why cut yourself ? is stupid lohhs. STOP it lahhs. stop hurting yourself. but maybe one day i will. haiss. hear the music and i cried. what for ? i dont know. feel so moody. no feelings lerrs. i am going to study lerrs. bye everyone. gd luck ! take cares.
