sighhs. having auto agains and agains. made mie crys. no choice. no cure. no remedy. nothing canns solve. ummm. today woke up and went to school alonne. nvms. not badd also. feel like being alonne. then walk to school with jeslyn. she chase the bus for her file. so i went to meet jiajia in school. ummmm. went to the garden there. like gather around there like thats. so sianns. boring. just slack there and fouund out thats we are late lerrs. went to ava rm. oops ! really late. sommore got 3 classes. i hate this subject lahhs ! arrrrgh. come for this lesson like so useless. nobody is listening. just slack around. chat with the peeps around. yahhs. 11 plus then she release lohhs. nice air con. after thats go class put our things. play basketball agains. yahhs. my sports. such hot weather. lucky i never wear class tee. sure very hot de. hees. play abc then match. hong so sui de. whoever in her grp, sure lose de. and my grp sure win de. hees. no lahhs. have a break. then play with vier they all agains. FULL COURT ! arrrrgh. i dont like. cause have to run so far. tiring. poor vier. injured until like thats. walk until weird weird de. then i just defend and defend lohhs. especially jiamin. and i succeed. a while more, i went to other side. when i have the ball, shoot lohhs. ummmm. dont know hows long lerrs. after thats went to pp and eat ba chow mee. hees. reeree came too. nicce ! then went to NTUC. sat the free bus. lolss. so xia suay. in the end, still have to walk quite a distance. went back to class. eat the brownie. so nicce. yahhs. mslim finally came. went to IT rm. i understandd a bit only. sighhs. sorry ! i dropped a lot. i dont know whats am i doing. haiss. after lessons. played ball agains. a while only. then mrguei pipi. hees. no choice. nvms. going to rain also mahhs. so went to take bus. go hougang mall with jiamin, huiwen and yk. still got money so buy things for xiaoming. after thats left mie and jiamin walk around there. go home also sianns mahhs. rain lerrs. nvms. just walk. i like mahhs. sighhs. i auto agains. is life impt ? thinking and thinking. i hate myself a lot. yahhs. whys i dont understannd myself ? i choose not to pick up. am i wrong ? haiss. then watch tv. and came online. never do any homework. i really wu yao ke jiu lerrs. haiss. sometimes i just felt badd. i dont understandd myself. i hate myself. i dont want the second time. the third time lerrs. haiss. i wont avoid. but i choose the path twice lerrs. should continue the same thing ? sighhs. sorry ! i really dont know. maybe just remain first. ummmm. tomolo have ss and maths agains. sianns. then maybe after thats go swimming. yahhs. feeling down. having headache. confused ! wanted to be alonne ? or ? i cannot be selfish. sighhs. should i go chalet ? no one will pei mie. but if i go, i dont want see RR. if i dont go, i am damm badd. haiss. hows ? i have tuition on the two days. and i wanted to go if RR never go. i need a girl to pei mie. i dont want peeps say mie flirt. i am not like you all. the hatred increased a lot. sorry. i have to do this. i know i am badd. i am flirt. i am stupid. i sarks. yahhs. good nites. take caares.
