sighhs. tiredd ! woke up at 11 plus. i want to sleep longer. dont wake mie up. arrrrrgh ! slack around. pack my bag. sianns. i doze off on the sofa. thinking lots of stuffs. after thats went to hougang mall to meet my sis. i should nottx have go. 3 peeps. sure left outtx de. sianns. everywhere i go, this happens. nvms. after her friend go lerrs. we walk around. then go compass. ummmm. eat mos burger. yummy ! walk around agains. bought my youngest sis a birthday present. tomolo her birthday. yahhs. saw kor. hahas. after thats went home lerrs. stupid flirt guy opp my blk. a unknown person. wearing black today. nottx my business. dont let mie see him agains. hahas. my sis know too. yahhs. msn finally okaes lerrs. thannks uncle ! thannks theo too. yea ! canns online. happy. but also sadd. haiss. just bought a geo tys. i bought the wrong one. arrrrgh ! have to o and change. so ma fan. went to eat dinner with my family. i like thats vege. so nicce. after dinner. went home and watch spiderman. hahas. was okaes lahhs. i realise i haven finish my homeworks. f&n. maths. ss. i am dead ! tomolo school reopen lerrs. hows ? chionging f&n now. others hack lerrs. no choice. went to online. learn some new things. thannks ! i hope you wont go after mie. haiss. friendships. sister. all gone. drifted. is still the same. sometimes i dont know you all really care or whats. free than find mie. busy with bf or gf, you all wont. who am i to you ? or you all ? just a replacement ? a toy ? i hate this kind of feeling. i cant change. at times, is my fault. i think too much. i hope for something. in the end, i am disappointed. all of this really hurt mie deeply. maybe the big deep hole cannot be mend. forever ? i dont know. tryying to be like the past. is so dificult. is unfair to you all. but i cant do anything. i am tiredd. maybe i should concentrate on my studies from tomolo onwards. dont care about other problems ? nahhs. i cant avoid. dont force mie to do nasty things. i dont want. i want the happy memories. i want the happy times. where are my true friends ? do i have any ? crys to myself ? i sarks. sibai sibai ! i cant help anyone. i am a badd friend too. i dont understand you all. sorrys ! i know i am selfish. i am rude. i agree whats the passerby says. hate mie, please. i am confused. i cant see anyone here. where ? i am lost. my colour nottx thats nicce. think a few days will be gone. hows ? pain sia. red red de. especially my back and my eyes. ouch ! hope tomolo i canns wake up. first day cannot late de. ummm. facing you all. whats should i do ? haiss. lessons. i will tryy to concentrate. but i sleep so late. sure doze off agains and agains de. sighhs. wake mie up if i sleep horrs ? must help mie. finding science tuition. anyone know ? i must buck up. i always say, but i slack around. haiss. sibai sibai. going to sleep and watch the stars and dolphins lerrs. gd nites ! take cares. huggs-
