sighhs. woke up late. and we all decide not to go to ss lesson. so meet at cp lohhs. i reached station lerrs. forgot to take xiaoming present. go back and take. such hot day. cant wear slippers. arrrgh ! eat bk de breakfast. first time. with reeree sommore. nicce but so expensive. ummmm. after some while. i bought the student meal. wow ! i also dont know whys i buy ? i never finish. and i waste money. i broke lerrs. yahhs. no money. cant do anything. after eating, we sat the mrt to punggol station. then sit lrt. ummmm. intend to sit 2 to 4 rounds de. cause we got so much time to spent. i like the aircon. sit until so shuang. but green man there ! no choice. then walk to school. went to class. only yk they all inside. slack there for so long. sleep a little. ben chew and yk so farnie. hahas. i have the video. hees. finally 230 lerrs. then go to IT rm. lesser peeps today. today i concentrate better. but still got chit chat. got 5 mins break. went to toilet. hong stuck in the toilet. hahas. is actually we all. she beileve is really stuck. so farnie lohhs. i hate seeing them. eeeee ! kc cool down lahhs. and hope xiaoming like his present. after lesson, went to swimming. jiamin, reeree and mie go first. today lesser peeps. my sis have fever. sorry ! cant take cares of you. so xia suay. i dont know hows to tread water. sighhs. learning. but still dont know. thannks for teaching ! maybe i wont xuee dao bahhs. then jiajia and huiwen came. ummmm. after thats von adn sherry came. so zi bei. i most LAN de. sherry and i prefer medium pool. yahhs. but never go. played catching. i cant play. cause haiss. then help to spot them lohhs. two catchers. von swim so fast lohhs. then after thats see those cute children learning. so cute. i think thy better than mie lohhs. after thats got yoga ? ummm. have the song. thats i and reeree sing and sing. 'i like to move it'. hees. then go bathe lerrs. sherry and von still there. eat little things. went hougang mall with reeeree. rrains. yea ! but a bit only. no funn. go food court eat. ummmm. first time with reeree. yahhs. tiredd. then went home. sighhs. no freedom. cant go chalet ? whys ? dont understandd at all. one night also will die. haiss. i dont want disappoint they all. sorrys ! i will tryy my best to go de. most probably not overnight. anyway, dont want peeps say mie flirt. no one pei mie. but i have too. if not i will feel badd the whole life. haiss. i am confused. i feel so down and moody. i hate and hate you all. so very big lahhs ? want us back ? NO WAY ! is so different now. you all lose. and we gain. yahhs. i want to be sick. like my sis. thats will be so good. i want to suffer. i dont want to care anymore. sorrys ! dont do thats. please let mie have fever. let mie sick. let mie suffer. let mie die is the best. yahhs. sighhs. i am tiredd. i triedd. but behind mie. i cant be happy. i really cant. this is mie. the other side of mie. i know i am selfish. i really wish everyone of you all are happy. yahhs ? tomolo have tuition. first lesson. hope i understandd. gd nites ! take cares.