sighhs. last night, i was looking at the glowing stars. haiss. was sadd sadd sadd. woke upp at 10am today. prepare then went to meet them. was thinking canns we be like the past ? haiss. okaes. i saw it. and i understandd lerrs. nothing to say. i cant do anything too. just keept quiet. i regretted coming. i am sorrys to say thats. i hate the feeling. just go without mie. there is no difference. you dont need mie. and you dont need mie. you need her. and you need her. just go on double dates. i am extra. i should nottx go. i should stay at home. i rather to zibi okaes ? treat it as i give you face. give us a chance. i know you hope. i also hope. but i know is impossible. yahhs. i treat it as the last one. haiss. raining. cant sun tann. went to eat wang jiao. i never eat. dont feel like. after thats go sentosa lerrs. huiqi they all also go. we meet them there. siloso beach. ummm. apply the sun tann oil. and sat there. saw larrisa and her church friends. sexy girl. hahas. boring. i never bring extra shirt. shit ! cant go into water. but dont know whys. i went in after sometime. i am dirty anyway. wet lerrs so join them. eee ! so dirty and wet. all the sands went into my pockets. after thats dry lerrs while eating bee hoon. thannks huiqi's mother. ummm. apply the oil agains and lie down to sun tann. finally have colour. a bit. went home lerrs. no point also. maybe i never enjoy myself there. but so whats ? all of you are happy and enjoy there. its okaes. i have to accept it. did i crys ? whys ? i think i hate you all. i cant beileve it happened. couples everywhere. see also sianns lerrs. holding hands. see also sianns lerrs. sighhs. gettx lost lahhs. it will madde mie feel worse. sheng bu ru si ! slack at home. haven done any homework yet. hhows ? i find thats my youngest sis. so xin fu. her birthday present so ex. only pri 3. when i was like her age, i have nothing. i have shit lohhs. haiss. forget it. i have colour lerrs. but nottx obvious. nottx nice. a while wll be gone de. hows ? every sat go sentosa ? siao. sadd memories left behind. haiss. i want to be tanned. i want to be pretty. i want to be clever. i want to hav good figure. i want to be capable of anything.i am dreaming agains. forget it. this is my life. i sibai lerrs. no hope lerrs. thannks theo ! but msn still ike thats. one week lerrs. i want die lerrs. whats is 80072ee7 ? help mie arrrr. tomolo whats to do ? slack ? i have no idea. yahhs. feeling hot now. tiredd. eyes closing. leave mie there. and go bahhs. zai jian lerrs. i dont know whats to say. noting to say. good. say byebye to you al. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
