sighhs. i want to sleep longer. but always been disturbed by phone calls. ummmm. take cares of my sis agains. haven okaes mahhs. do some maths qns then doze off lerrs. haiss. such a failure. eat hao lerrs. then bathe. wow ! the sun so sunny. cant stannd the heat. went to meet reeree agains. have tuition mahhs. is actually 20 stations. lolss. damm far sia. saw huiqi they all. lucky have reeree pei mie, if not i will die de. such long journey lohhs. today seems ffaster. reached lerrs then start to absorb lohhs. okaes lahhs. 3 hrs ? wow. i cant beileve we studied maths for 3 hrs. good ! but damm tiredd. went home alonne. sianns. zibi-ing. nvms. reached home already 7 plus lerrs. ummm. watchtv. cried lohhs. touched plus sadd bahhs. sighhs. hen came online. worse ! i dont know whats to say. hows to say. still confused. did i ? have i ? haiss. i cant ans myself too. are you ? have you ? i dont want to care. but i have no choice. i dont want to avoid. yahhs. face it. no one will understandd. dont worry ! ummmm. thinking ben they all should be enjoy bahhs. good then. sorry today never go. cant go lerrs. cause if naggy parents. still have another chalet. hows am i suppose to tell ? still thinking. yahhs. but i also still thinking whether should i go anot. maybe not as badd as i thought. but things are hard to say. we drifted so much. yahhs. i feel it strongly. dont deny horrs. haiss. forget it lahhs. is expecteed. sonner or later de. everything just goes like thats. haiss. just cried. i dont wanna let peeps know. i want to crys alonne. yahhs. i feel thats things just dont goes right. everything. one here one there. sighhs. making use ? i really dont know. i very luan. i dont know who to trust now. i am lost. save mie back ? canns you ? whoever. sighhs. forget it. leave mie alonne then. i am gonna crys the whole night. i hate everyone now. tomolo have remedial. hope playing ball will cheer me ups. yahhs. good nites !
