sighhs. yesterday night, stars were so nice. i watched them and slept lerrs. thinking lots of stuffs first then canns sleep de. haiss. woke up late today. oops ! rush myself. within 5 mins, mie and my sis okaes lerrs. fast lohhs. lucky have bus. reached school lerrs, i still canns go up to class. yahhs. morning exercise. i am tiredd. yawns. o level chinese oral is coming. OMG ! so fast. mine is at wed. die lerrs. i very scared. i dont like conversations. shit. very scared. after announcement. my class have lesson at the parade square. cool ! 8 peeps follow the other teacher. the rest with mslim. ummm. vote ! go back class lohhs. practise oral. learn. soso lahhs. boring and tiredd. i realised sec 4 and 5 de recess differentt time de. maybe too many peeps lerrs. yahhs. i am crazy when i feel sadd. at times, is just so sudden. haiss. after school have ss lesson ? arrrrgh ! okaes. dont go. went to ps to eat long john. no time to go tuition lerrs. so postponne to tomolo. sorry mrsboey. ummm. went to buy chocolate lolly and mint choc. ex lehhs. i want pmk stuffs. i want branded stuffs. i want money. see many nicce things, i very jealous. my hands are itchy. i want to have it. i want to buy. arrrrgh ! hope i am rich. very rich. but dont rob mie. lolss. very sianns. went home alonne. no one at home. reply letter. do home work. ummm. whys ? i dont think is true. trust you ? beileve you ? are you there ? i dont know. i am lost. i cant see you also. so far away. more than two peeps ask mie this qn. are you happy ? haiss. are you happy with them ? am i ? seems thats no one i canns ttrust. i have no true friends. where ? do i have one before ? i hae no idea. seems thats everyone hates mie. scare mie. runn away from mie. am i thats scary ? thats ugly ? yahhs. ii am. i am fat too. i ate two cakes yesterday. and one today. die lerrs. have disease lerrs. shit. watch tv. i find 'youfu' this show quite nice lahhs. i laugh. i crys. i find it meaningful. want to be like him lehhs. but after my laughter, i immediately stopped. like so auto lohhs. sighhs. boss called. like nothing to say. the feeling is there agains. haiss. sadds. go call her bahhs. as long as you are happy. just dont want anyone to regret. yahhs. take cares. read blogs everyday. i cant help anyone. i dont know hows to. si bai si bai. give mie the direction. GOD ! where you ? always with mie ? really ? haiss. i hope miracles happen. will it happen on mie ? hard to predict the future. yahhs. tomolo have ss test. hack lahhs. my humans is cannto make it de. science tuition. ummm. mrkuah ? errrrr. thought canns. but forget it lahhs. no one canns pei mie now. leave mie deep there. so thats i cant see anyone. stay in there forever. cant see the world. have no problems. die peaceefully there. haiss. whys are you all still like thats ? making use of mie agains. wth. dont let the hatred increase. i hate this kinf of peeps. all hypocrites. all bitches. all assholes. see ! i am rude. i am selfish. i sarks. yahhs. good nites ! i like the stars too. take cares. huggs-
