sighhs. just came back from grandma hse. ummmm. long journey to bukit timah. stupid cab. made mie feel like puking. have serious headache. feeling damm giddy. eat dinner. i like my grandma cooking. whatever she cooks, will be damm nice de. yahhs. like her lots. after thats help her a bit. then went to play with kids. today i was hyper. i play along with them. which makes mie happy. yahhs. i wanted to be them. so happy. so cheerful. i gone crazy with them. i have funn too. ummmm. after thats my mood just change back. i dont know whether i did the right thing. to write in my blog. i wanted to blame myself. cause i was at fault too. let mie be. but i still stuck. dont know whats to do. we really drifted a lots. no communication at all. yahhs. i really should think about it lerrs. haiss. not only you all. i drifted away from everyone now. you you and you. sighhs. whats have i done ? is it my fault ? i cant even see you all. i cant hold you all. guess thats i am really all alonne. everything is alonne. handle alonne. crys alonne. nobody knows. i choose not to telll lerrs. leave mie there. leave mie alonne. i helped you all. i dont want to. but i still did. thats mie. yahhs. good nites !
