sighhs. yesterday slept at 3 plus. damm tiredd. woke up at 9 plus. go back sleep agains. i never go to the dance. yahhs. give them $50 bucks.i used my own money. last year also. haiss. i very sadd to take outtx. i just like thats lost $50 lerrs. sighhs. i must earn back. i must work. but when ? haiss. then went to meet jiamin first. go food court eat. the noodle not nice de. xiaoming also eat. after thats ben came. saw fs. say hi lohhs. crapps lahhs. finish eating lerrs. walk to hougang sports hall. cant stand xiaoming and ben lahhs. kept talking about sg or whats de behind us. NON-STOP lohhs. scold also no use. talk every sec de. finally reached. only us. wait and wait. then go in lerrs. hooray ! i first time play there. with my friends. at first so xia suay. cause i an jiamin dont really know hows to play. then dont know the rules. slowly slowly. we know lerrs. funn ! at first i and jiamin. ahyahhs. lose bahhs. then rest. see peeps play also quite farnie. and also sleepy. yawns. actually many of them quite pro lohhs. after thats vier and i vs jiamin and maorong. hahas. we won ! yea. win de vs win de. play with xiaoming and ben. yea ! we win agains. CHAMPION ! happy ehs. badminton also canns champion lehhs. thannks vier. hahas. play till 4pm. some went home. me and jiamin went to hougang mall. cause we dont want go home. so sianns canns. went around. buy ice mocha. so nice. then walk and walk. tiredd lerrs. sianns lerrs. went home lohhs. i walk damm slow. take my time mahhs. i dont like to go home. yahhs. who likes ? if go home means you are being locked up. sighhs. i exercise and eat. like no use at all. wasted ! ummmm. guess i am not thats angry lerrs. but i will remember whats you all did de. i give you face. i go on fri. just for one night. sommore i pay so much. haiss. hope i will be enjoying. if not go find emmo. yahhs. i know we have drifted. want mie to find back the LOST friendships ? no way. thats my thinking. i know thats it cant be back. trust mie. it wont. it wont be the same anymore. everything is different now. yahhs. you think so easy ? you are stress, so am i. haiss. i have tuition on fri. i skip thats cause of chalet. i told you i going. sighhs. nvms. have to catch up bahhs. sorrys darrling. she have to go there alonne. guess this whole week i am busy. yahhs. i know her is important. not mie. yahhs. understandd. i dont need you to say. i ccanns see. then whys ? sighhs. i am sadd. i am lost. i dont know whats to do. i am controlling. haiss. tomolo three peeps. very sianns arrrrgh. nvms. i dont want to be at home. i hate my family. my health. my problem. not you all. just shut up. dont care about mie. stop all the naggy stuffs. i hate you all. made mie pissed off ! thought i canns sleep very late. sighhs. i am tiredd. let mie go. let mie lost my memory. good nites ! take cares.
