sighhs. everything just goes this way. i woke up and find thats the world is so big. my life is just like thats. thats tiny little bit. haiss. my mood was down down down. i cant find anything to do. do end up doing maths. just thats litte bit. i finally started. yahhs. happy thats i have done something. although only thats little. ummmm. after thats went to don hse. slack around first. i bought pasta sauce. and not pasta. sorrys ! then start the practising. ummm. BROWN SUGAR ! went down and buy. dont have. no choice. go ntuc. $4 plus worrs. went back and help around. he dulan lerrs. failed and failed. if i were him, i give up lerrs. i never even practise. jiayou bahhs ! do and do. tryy and tryy. i didnt know i give him the wrong flour. sorrys ! no wonder failed so many times. after thats went to ntuc agains. buychicken breast. then went home lerrs. good luck for tomolo ! hope you canns succeed. ummmm. my dinner is pizza ! oops. forgot to eat lunch. forget it lahhs. canns jian fei. hahas. been nagg. i hate all this. controlling mie. i rebel more lohhs. haiss. i just hate my family. yahhs. watched tv. ren yao da pai qiu. nice lohhs. guess tomolo have to wake up early and sit a 1hr train to kembangan. have tuition mahhs. after thats have maths remedial. sure damm tiredd de. still want play ball. ummmm. maybe i will get sick ssoon. yahhs. yea ! the best. i need a shoulder massage. it pains for ages lerrs. haiss. chalet ! i know nuts about it. just know the dates only. i bet they still dont know. sighhs. should i go ? i will be spending my money agains. haiss. cant claim from my mum. i want save money de lohhs. i want buy whats i want. i want to work. earn my own money. canns i ? but i still have o levels. and my naggy parents allow mahhs ? they WONT ! i have no freedom at all. haiss. thats my life. not controlled by mie. i want to drink. if dont need money, i will drink as much as i want lerrs. everyone around be is attached. have a accompany. ummm. not jealous ? is just the feeling. we all lost contact. miss the old days. the happy memories we had. where are they ? all gone. is expected. and it happened now. haiss. i just have to accept this fact. yahhs. whys tell mie ? i dont want to know. nvms. mian dui shi shi. i hate this. i know the fact. the truth. is obvious. i see thats. i hate liars. yahhs. dont ever let mie know you lied to mie. whoever ! ummmm. nothing to say lerrs. speechless. gd nites ! take cares. happy birthday !
