sighhs. sleep before 1am ? i cant lohhs. no choice. naggy parents ! i went to sleep at 1am. cant get to sleep. talk to my sis a lot. have funn. jokes. game. scary ! i think i slept at 4 bahhs. cant find any one to chat with mie. yahhs. today dont need to sleept at 1am lerrs. will be later than thats. ummmm. i was alonne agains. my house is so boring. and now i cant sign in. arrrrrgh ! today have rehearsal ? i never go once agains. i decided lerrs mahhs. darrling in camp now. ummmm. hope she take cares. i dont want to stay at home. bring mie outtx. save mie. i hate the controlling. i have no freedom. cant you adults understandd ? i will lie more. i will rebel more. see whats you all canns do. dont force mie to do those things. later going to chalet. hope i will enjoy. yahhs. maybe this is the last chalet lerrs. have to study and study lerrs. orals. prelims. o levels. is really killing us. i hate to study. but do we have a choice ? is part of our lives. we cant run away from this. there is only one way to overcome. and is to study hard lohhs. sighhs. i feel uneasy without those calls. am i missing you ? i take the phone. press the numbers. haiss. forget it. i knew it myself. i am sorrys. i dont want to hurt anyone lerrs. i hope time canns turn back. change history ? ummmmm. i am sadd. lonely. all alonne. walking alonne to the heaven. let mie crys alonne. in a corner thats no one knows. haiss. actually today canns go tuition de. wasted lerrs. sorry darrling. i am a badd friend. a badd asl. a badd social welfare. a badd girl. i am just so badd thats i hate myself to the core. whats is my lunch for today ? instant noodle. i like. but i am eating alonne. sighhs. i hate seeing whoever and whoever together. arrrrgh ! i still remember. today feeling was the same as 31/5. whys ? i dont want to. i hope i am thinking too much. anyway, wont be around till tomolo. everyone take cares. cheer ups !
