sighhs. i am back here agains. boredd to death. last night have glowing stars above mie. nicce ! but i lazy to open my eyes big big. then i fell asleep. vibration woke mie up. i hope you are fine. yahhs. today woke up at 11 plus. finally canns woke up late late. slack around and reply kor's letter. then went to meet reeree. raining. yea ! my favourite. i like to walk under the rain. so nicce. we went to ps to eat long john. yummy ! we went to ps for three days lerrs. and is with my darrling. hahas. roxy pencil case. nearly there. i never buy. neverminds. dont waste money. after eating went to tuition. i get used to it lerrs. just so tiredd and sleepy. wanted to sleep. such hot day. walk to there then do a maths. kinematics. okaes lahhs. understandd more lerrs. darrling drew a mole with hair on my hand. hahas. damm farnie. crapps a lot. finally end lerrs. we are like fighting lohhs. cat fighting. long fingernails. meow ! lolss. never go to the farewell. sorrys ! i have tuition. hope they have funn. and they have. byebye mrstan ! i went home then. sianns. oohs. i saw you. i paused. and walk to you. okaes. then say bye and walk home. i cried. just so auto. haiss. whys ? even if is my other friends, same problem. i think i will also crys de. sighhs. sadd. i am nottx shunning you all. whys ? i hate it. whys msg mie ? whys ask mie ? it hurts mie more. haiss. tomolo going sentosa. we all drifted. and now, we are going outtx ? i cant beileve. i cant imagine. sighhs. whys you all have to do this ? i dont understandd. or is my fault. yahhs. i dont like this ending. i dont like this kind of treatment. i dont like you all de thinking. canns i do anything ? NO ! i just cant change anything. i just have to accept this kind of life. sibai sibai ! just like mie. its getting worse. and i dont want it to be like thats. i like the past. where is it ? all gone and flew far far away from mie. i have nothing. left with nothing. who knows one day whats will happen ? if i leave, i will not regret knowing you all. but somehows the way you all do, makes mie disappointed. angry and sadd. let mie be alonne. i dont need ke lian. i dont need ! crys. if everyday have the same problem, i sure die lerrs. haiss. just hope we canns be like the past. hope i enjoy and have funn tomolo. i finally canns sun tan lerrs. school reopens soon. i haven finish whats i have to. i dont even know whats i have to do. someone tells mie. if nottx been scolded lohhs. i wanted to be clever. hardworking. intelligent. capable of everything. i am dreaming lahhs. good nites ! take caress. huggs-
