sighhs. as usual. go to school. boring lohhs. whats to do ? felt sleepy at times. tryying to be awake. i became zibi. quiet. after recess ? i guess so. i dont know whats to say. wearing a mask everyday ? i am tiredd. seeing you all. i am speechless. say until dont want say lerrs. cant stand 'them'. as for all of you. i dont know whats to say. i keep quiet. attituding everyone. haiss. chinese lesson lerrs. so suay. stupid yk call mie name. have to go in front and talk. eee ! i sarks at this lahhs. so LAN. i think for so long. sommore so many pair of eyes looking at mie. arrrrgh ! i die lerrs. next wed only. so fast. haiss. after school, went to tuition. tiredd lohhs. rush here and there. bought chips and drink. our lunch agains. reeree go first. i stayed there till 7. so late lerrs. went home alonne. think and think. wanted to be alonne. sorrys ! crys. whys must things be like thats ? look on the bright side ? is like so difficult. i cant do it lohhs. tryy lerrs. i am indeed selfish. rude. i never care about others. so whys should you all cares about mie ? whats i expect ? i am really not a good friend. i sarks. is true. and i know. on the way home, the couples in front of mie only. wa. so **. eee ! cant stand. haiss. i have to bear it for a few stations. arrrrgh ! big deal arr ? whatever. i take my time to go home. very moody. should i blog ? is like i choose to blog than to talk to you all. whats for ? i have to take the initiative to say i am sadd. listen to mie arrr ? like thats ? haiss. i blog cause i like. see then see lahhs. so you all think you all really really care ? then i nothing to say. nothing is fair to anyone. is a UNFAIR world here. i dont know whats happen. i just have thats little hatred in every of you all. whas happen to mie ? couples ! here. there. if you are attached, dont say anything. haiss. when you are single, whats you think ? when you are attached, whats you think ? you think differently for sure. friends ? your stead is the only one. only one in your eyes. yahhs ? not true mehhs ? maybe i am wrong. okaes lohhs. days after days. i am still like thats. looks like a piece of SHIT ! today worse. i am so quiet. sighhs. tomolo canns wear home clothes. but so ma fan. FAN arrr. whats to wear ? think and think. still have lessons ? boring lehhs. is youth day ! maybe going library after thats. yahhs. now, totally no mood to talk. if i canns dont talk the whole day. next day canns i talk agains ? ummm. busy and busy. tiredd and sleepy. aching all over and in pain. hope tomolo no cramps. good nights ! take cares. huggs-
