sighhs. yawns ! every night i have to play cai quan with my sis before we sleep de. we like to play. hahas. we cant gettx tto sleep. every night. must after 2am then will sleep de. haiss. xi guan lerrs. so before thats canns do lots off things. i am boredd without msn. arrrrgh ! woke up at 7am. really tiredd. aching all over. i take my own time. meet hong then go school. yawns ! tiredd. very sleepy. today think only 1/4 of the class go lohhs. pathetic. maths lesson first. ummmm. dont really understandd. nvms. i tryy bahhs. after thats have ss. workshop ? in hall. all express de. damm sianns lohhs. sit like o level examination like thats. scary. i hate ss lahhs. i dont like to study. i dont like source based. i dont like structured. arrrrgh ! i dont even know hows to do canns ? help mie ! thought 10am canns go. but 12 plus lohhs. sianns lerrs. everyone complains. our timetable wrong lohhs. whats the hell. damm boring. i feel sleepy so lie down and rest. i dont know hows to do also whats ? i start attituding. haiss. maybe i am angry wiith you all. is like says hao lerrs. then last mins say cannot go. fcuk lohhs. i happy for nothing. i looking forward to it for nothing. who am i ? treat mie as whats ? toy my feelings ? i cant stand it lohhs. hows many times lerrs ? was really pissed. sentosa ? guess i cant sun tanned. no one wants to go too mahhs. arrrrrgh ! i shall nottx take all your words seriously. i suffer in the end. you think i jk arrr. i diao here and there. sighhs. i was really crazy lohhs. bagei let mie and reeree off first. we have tuition mahhs. yahhs. went to ps. eat mos burger. yea ! yummy. walk and shopp around. i want to buy lots of things lohhs. need $$$. i want to earn. can nns i ? nottx the right time. so i have to ask for money. darrling say cannot like thats. but no choice. i want this and thats. damm nicce lohhs. after thats went to kembangan plaza. so lousy de. go there for 2 mins only. walk slowly to tuition. was damm early. 230pm. end at 620pm ? around 4 hours. broke record lerrs. i think we do damm slow thats whys. people already finished lerrs. lousy mie. haiss. when will i improve ? i was looking forward to thats day. sighhs. go home after thats. boring. tiredd. sleepy. aching. the 31/5 feeling came. and gone too. i thought whats happen agains. nvms. i will get used to it one day. sooner or later. i am lonely. i am alonne. haiss. after yesterday. things may get worse. i cant help. i cant do anything. just hope you are happy. take cares. once my good buddy aka friend. sighhs. sadd. i am such a failure. i cant help anyone. tomolo have lessons agains. after thats go cut hair. yahhs. then watch batman. free ticket worrs. hahas. ummm. this is life. hope i will enjoy and have a good day. cheer ups. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
