sighhs. yesterday i am in bed at 1230. but i cant sleep. think i 1 plus then fall asleep. when i woke up. i realised i never sleep at all bahhs. i remembered i woke up and sleep. woke up and sleep. repeats and repeats. yawns ! alarm clock woke mie up. i force myself to wake up. school reopen lerrs. arrrrgh ! tiredd. went to wait for bus as usual. 2 buses. phew ! nottx late. hahas. ummm. spiky hair. hahas. nice lahhs. but i dont want to see you. eee ! lolss. went to school with my sis. then finally reach school lerrs. boring. have new teachers and vp. oohs. yea ! got ss teacher. hope canns change our ss teacher. hahas. sec fours all like happy after hearing thats. read newspaper. after thats as usual go back class. have lessons lohhs. everyone change timetable. pri school also. integrity so suay. mrswong going to sit in their class. for every lessons they have. oops. cause their mid year results. and my class is the next target. die lerrs. haiss. scared ! hope nottx. maria goh also teach my sis. gosh ! is like my dad been taught by her. and now mie and my sis. wow. cool. next is my youngest sis. die lerrs. all fail. i doze off at maths lesson. darrling sit beside mie and beat mie. i really shocked and awake lerrs. thannks. next time like thats i canns concentrate lerrs. yahhs. hahas. have free period today. shuang ! eat slowly. cake ? arrrrrgh ! i m fat lerrs. no one want to eat. must give xiaoyuan face mahhs. nvms. have lessons agains. yahhs. is boring. but time flies so fast. 130 lerrs. school end lerrs. i really hope you control your temper lohhs. haiss. drop a maths ? will have one subject less. nottx good. work hard ! i dont know whys. i still hate you all. i cant stop. pretty ? NO. yucks. i know i am badd. i cant stop my brian whats. went to hougang mall to eat kfc. then have thats feeling agains. sighhs. is everywhere. everyday. every hour. every min. every sec. i am living with itt. i miss the past. after school, where i always go ? with who ? now ? all gone. byebye. its hard to change. give up lahhs. mie ? haven bahhs. but going to. i am tiredd lerrs. please let mie go, GOD. after thats went to library. ummm. look around and find bks. i think we are noisy somehows. oops. ddarrling receieved a call. she cried. its over lerrs. dont be saddd. i dont know whats to do. recess also. i so sibai. i cant help her. i cant do anything. haiss. she went home. then jiamin they all go. fine. nvms. left 3 peeps. haiss. went to popular and change the wrong bk. dont have. they will inform mie bahhs. sorrys thats we psed jesyln. after thats find food science de bks. dont have so go home lohhs. sianns. have homeworks. f&n too. haiss. do a bit only lohhs. we all are still like thats. just have to accept the facts. yahhs. i hope i am okaes too. i know i am too selfish. i am too rude. i never think of you all de feelings. all my fault. i started it. and made it worse. like now. i am such a failure. sighhs. nothing good will happen lerrs. hope tomolo i will be happy. have tuition. arrrgh ! good nites ! take cares. huggs-
