sighhs. woke up at 9am. went to meet jiamin and hong. went to school. maths lesson ! soso lahhs. i know a bit only. a little bit. die lerrs lahhs. reeree overslept ? but i morning call her lohhs. ahyahhs. nvmss. after lesson. play ball. have funn. yahhs. a while only. then went to eat mos burger with reeree. my darrling. ummm. yummy. after thats go tuition. yawns. tiredd. whole day maths agains. finally finish that chapter of tys. more to go. arrrrgh ! darrling run agains. xia suay. ummmm. i fell down the stairs. i also xia suay lohhs. thought i will sprain my leg. hees. darrling kept laughing at mie. ummmm. take my time to go home. lots of time today. but i am tiredd. collapsing. thought going to rain lerrs. thought hougang will have heavy rain. canns ling yu. ahyahhs. dont have. reached home and slack around. ohyahhs. kor finally appear. was happy to know thats he is fine. after i watch finish tv. i called. i was really pek cek horrs. cant you all understandd ? FINE ! i dont want to call de. i give you face horrs. i told peeps to call. nvms. i thought tomolo chalet. what the. is actully 16 to 18. if i never call. i know nuts okaaes ? pissed off. i dont think i going lerrs. maybe for the barbecue only. yahhs. i hao hao discuss. zibi over the fone. nvms. tomolo practise dance ? a lot peeps cant make it. guess i am not going ? really complusory ? i graduate lerrs. i dont want to are anymore. leave mie alonne. then discuss about chalet. okaes. i do mrng the favor. of calling peeps and ask them whether they coming. is already pek cek lerrs. call back and conference. no one wants to listen to mie ? i just shout. i already crys lerrs. angry till crys. i REN. say finish then i jus hang lerrs. i cant tahan anymore. all the talkings. i should not have call. i regretted. i call for whats ? EXTRA only. you all canns do without mie de mahhs. haiss. i think i treat it as my last job. and off i go. i want to skip everything. i wont go. maybe you all say i attitude. i badd. i irresponsible. i saarks. i no manners. i rude. whatever lahhs. treat it as my fault. i am not being wei da horrs. i just want to say outtx. you all made me crys and sadd and angry for hows long lerrs ? did you all know ? NO ! i give up. from now onwards. i shall not care anymore. thannks don ! i am okaes. i want to crys outtx. but i cant. parents around. you all may think i very selfish. i really cant stand it. i cant even say anything. i have no space to say anything. no choice to hang. I HAVE NO CHOICE ! you all force mie de. i know mrng inside. but whats canns i do ? sorrys mrng ! you all should be still discussing. enjoy bahhs. i cant. you all think only you all stress ? i also horrs. you all think i have a easy life ? i lost contact of many peeps including you all. partly is my fault. cause i never go the meetings. am i badd ? not only mie lohhs. whats for we sec 4 go ? no time at all. no one will understandd de. you all are happy enough. guess thats all for whats i want to say. i was too angry. finally say outtx lerrs. actually before thats thought of staying over too. but now. guess nottx. depends bahhs. haiss. pathetic. now i also become like thats. maybe i have changed bahhs. i become so badd. sighhs. i am not zejun anymore. beware ! i really want to sleep. and dont wake up anymore. lost my memory ? so many things to face. arrrrgh ! i am lost lahhs. where to go ? have serious aching and headache. whats a life i have. yahhs. ummmm. you ? dont want to say much lerrs. haiss. tomolo i rather play badminton. yahhs. canns cheer me ups. exercise regularly is good too. see first bahhs. what a badd night i have. spoil my mood. take cares. good nites !
