sighhs. nothing just seems to go right. i woke up and slack on the sofa. doing nothing. thinking ! after thats went to school. play ball. yahhs. made me feel better. but after thats it goes back. haiss. no usse. ummmm. rest first. vier came. funn ? okaes. maybe bahhs. but i dont think so. went to IT rm. waited so long then mslim came. haiss. not in good mood. i dont want to care anymore de. i thought i canns dont care lerrs. is it concern mie now ? should i do sth ? i really dont know whats you all want mie to do now ? i cant leave the problem just like thats. i dont want to leave de bu an xin. i wanted this section be unite. be like the times we are happy. those happy memories. where are they ? sighhs. sadds. whatever lahhs. i also dont know should i go for the chalet. pointless ? haiss. after some time. i go crazy. i talk rubbiish during lesson. haiss. i know myself. actually i cant laugh. cant smile. i wanted to run away from everything. haiss. canns i ? went home after the lesson. whats canns i do ? i failed to be a friend. i failed to help all of you all. one by one. canns i take it ? whys ? is always the same problem. relationships. i see lerrs. hear lerrs also will crys. sadd for you all. maybe i dont understandd. but ** is not the way. the way you all do is wrong. cant solve anything. health is so important. yahhs. i wanted to save you all. but canns i ? the more you all step behind, i cant catch you all. studies ! o levels. canns you all concentrate ? i dont want you all to regret. to suffer. i hope i canns share the burden with you all. i hope i canns help you all. i wish the one thats suffer is mie. really. i want to. i wish to. let mie be. sighhs. i want all of you all be happy. no sadness. no hatred. please. and i beg you all. please prommise mie ! will you all ? haiss. when you all crys. i did crys. i wont leave you all alonne. yahhs. tomolo will i be slacking ? yahhs. maybe. when will i change my habit ? sighhs. i s till cant trust anyone. whats to do ? prove it ? nahhs. nvms. leave mie alonne. good nites ! take LOTS cares. dont make mie worry.
