sighhs. today is a tiring day ! woke up at 8am. sso early. arrrrgh ! morning call my darrling. went to meet her. wa. so many peeps in the train lohhs. cant even find her. my darrling is short. hahas. suan and suan her. today journey is faster. but is still 20 stations. yahhs. went to cheers to buy bao. to wake us up. we are damm tiredd. early in the morning tuition. yawns. reached lerrs. saw angeline there. ummmm. do tys agains. i think i improve a little only. for thats chapter. lolss. 2 hrs plus lerrs. finally ended. exhausted. darrling gone crazy. run and run. i shouted XIA SUAY ! farnie mehhs ? siao de. have lots of crapps with her. run across the field. scare the birds away. yahhs. have lots of funn. if everyday, every hour, every min, every sec like thats jiu hao lerrs. sighhs. went to pp. i made darrling's trip an eerie one. hahas. i did it ! she is scared. eat ba choy mee ! yummy. after thats went to school to play ball. yahhs. have funn too. i prove to hong thats she never bring bad luck to her team. hahas. our team won ! i triedd my best. play till siao. scream and scream. whats is my aiim ? is to prove thats we canns win. hees. after thats went to lesson. i still dont like them. yahhs. ermmm. at least i knew a little of stretch and shear. yahhs. i dont know whats happen to my another darrling. sighhs. guess you wont say. and i wont ask. it makes mie sadd seeing you like thats. maybe is because of band or 'him'. i dont know. i have no idea. please tell mie ! it hurts. i hate myself too. i dont want anyone to be sadd. i like your smile. you laughter. canns you ? i dont even dare to talk to you lerrs. whats happened ? no ones knows. von came and ask mie about farewell thing. i know nuts about it. okaes. maybe is my fault. i never go for any meetings. but did you all tell mie ? NO ! whateever lahhs. chalet also. guess i wont go bahhs. i have other things too. yahhs. busy holidays. i think i am such a failure. sighhs. blame mie ! after lesson. went to play ball agains. funn ! 4 gals win 3 guys. yea ! cause got mie mahhs. hees. ummmm. i like to play. althought i am smelly. i am happpy. only for thats period. after thats went to hougang mall. then went home alonne. thinking of many stuffs. do tys agains. yahhs. i still dont know. haiss. i am tiredd. maths and maths for the whole day. bbut i dont want to rest. i want to do things to keep mie away from thinking stuffs. i say yahhs. okaes. but i dont think i canns do it. i cant accept agains. is damm difficult lohhs. impossible mission for mie. not like the past anymore. you all have changed ! sighhs. actually i hate thats pic. i know whats it means. arent you lying ? haiss. forget it. i dont know myself too. sighhs. kor, where are you ? i lost your contact too. haiss. things just changed so fast. i want to go sentosa soon to sun tanned. yahhs. tomolo have tuition and lesson agains. maths and maths. arrrrgh ! haiss. good nites ! take cares. whats a life i had !
