sighhs. i am back here. everyday i will blog here de. is a habit lerrs. at least i care to write down. i know i never said to anyone. or whats. i am selfish. i choose to write here. sorrys ! haiss. as usual. woke up in the morning and went to school. i hate to gettx up. damm tiredd. but getting used to it lerrs. yahhs. yawns ! very sianns. i tryy to keep myself awake at all times. but some lesson, i cant. damm boring. i will doze off. sorrys. sleep earlier ? ummm. nahhs. slapp myself lohhs. i know i am nottx clever. i am nottx capable. i am stupidd. i shall nottx teach or help lerrs. i cant even explain the qn mahhs. right ? it thats whats you want ? asshole. sometimes, i just cant stand you lohhs. from when lerrs ? 3 years lerrs. still like thats. i admit i wear a mask in front of you. so whats ? you also whats. and is worse than mie lohhs. and you. i know you nottx long. but once close one. whys you like thats ? i dont like thats attitude you gave sometimes. haiss. i dont want to hate anyone de. but it became like thats. i tryy to be. i tryy to accept. but seems impossible. almost everyday have once de. sighhs. i know some people dont like who and who. just friends lohhs. talk also canns de mahhs. hope so. all of you seems far far in front of mmie. i am a slacker. yahhs. i know thats. blahs blahs. finally school end. i kept quiet for quite a long time. part of the reason is scaredd of oral. i saw thats. is so obvious. stop saying her. haiss. feel badd. went to canteen to drink. i invent the ribena with pearl. hahas. jiajia, von and mie drank thats. saw you. but nothing to say. whats to say ? i think we drifted since sometime. did you know ? maybe is fate bahhs. haiss. sadds. i am all alonne. i am worry. i am ugly. i am nottx as good as her. i know. forget it bahhs. 2pm then go up hall. scaredd arrr. thannks ben. thannks aaron. thannks theo. thannks you. thannks wu gui. hahas. and somemore. yahhs. but i am still scaredd. arrrrgh ! went in lerrs. i am the second one. shit ! one of them is from china de. i dont like her. they also. after yk, is mie. so fast lohhs. passage was okaes. hope i am okaes. soso bahhs. after thats is conversation. topic is about abandon baby and health or wealth is more important. i think quite easy. but i a lot haven say. shit lohhs. the china examiner looks tiredd and stress. like dont want listen to mie. die lerrs. then went to lab to be quarantined. lolss. discuss here and there. 3pm then canns go lohhs. then go canteen first. although is over. phew ! but i am still scared. we went to find teacher. but cant find. so a while more, i went home lerrs. i dont know whats to say to you. sorrys ! cant pei you. i auto agains. so i just walk home. haiss. those songs are so sadd. crys ! i lost everyone. jue dui superstar is nicce. i like to sing songs lerrs. shui ge lehhs. whats will happen tomolo ? who knows ? have pe. take height and weight. hope i am lighter a lot. HOPE ! good nites. take cares. huggs-
