sighhs. lucky i canns gettx up this morning. but shoulder or back still so suan and pain. arrrrgh ! reached school lerrs. i am lost. haiss. i hate thats feeling. blahs blahs. mrchoo talks about health. hahas. he is cute. yahhs. went back to class. have lessons as usual. haiss. sianns. very sianss. practise oral againss. ummm. maths. hope i score well. whats a recess i had. attitude mie againns. i know i xi guan lerrs. i know you know i know. i know you bu shuang mie. i know i am wrong. i am badd canns ? is always mie who did something wrong. i made everyone dont like mie. i caused all these. okaes. you canns just leave like thats. i have nothing to say. i know i am sadds. angry. pissed. when you feel like talking to mie, you talk. when you dont feel like, you angry. you attitude mie.but whats to do ? shout mehhs ? went to darrling there. she understandd. she know. she canns see. thannks ! went for f&n. ummm. i hope you dont beileve her. whats she say always tryy to make things worse. make friends quarrel. haiss. so now. i think things are getting worse. forget it lahhs. leave mie one after another one. hope you all are happy canns lerrs. haiss. coursework part b is difficult. die lerrs. haiss. is next week lohhs. damm fast. i really must thannks darrling. she concern mie a lot. only her. haiss. have ticket to the survival round. yea ! happy. thannk darrling. must take pics. yahhs. cant wait to go. ummm. LCE lesson, feel thats mdmlee will feel left out. she like dont understandd whats we talking. poor thing. haiss. hope she is happy. she smile and smile de. hahas. after school, have ss remedial. but we went to eat first. sincerity de people sit our place. siao de. so ke qi lohhs. we are late. been recorded. haiss. hack lahhs. dont like her. a while more canns go lerrs. went home lohhs. nothing to do also. saw you. ummm. speechless. raining. yea ! but cant jog lerrs. actually going punggol park to train for 2.4 de. rain so heavy so cannot. sadds lehhs. next time bahhs. yahhs. slack at home. tomolo have 3 tests. i only studied maths. have i give up on humans ? think so. study also fail de. haiss. fuck lahhs. i am feelng damm pissed. damm sadds. haiss. i hate you all. arrrrgh ! stop controlling mie. is my time. is my life. is my choice. is my heath. i want to do whats i want. leave mie alonne. when i cant REN lerrs. i will scold badd words to you all. dont force mie. stop asking mie to sleep early. stop asking mie to dont play. you all dont understandd at all. whats 'good and understanding parents i have'. sighhs. crys. i dont like my life. it sarks. everything dont goes well. haiss. althought you said you will be always by my side. the words you always say make mie happy. but somehow hurt mie too. haiss. sadds. i wont blame you. just thats i feel thats we drifted. you were nottx there as before. sighhs. i miss the past i had. the days after school, the days going outtx. all of you are gone now. and i am alonne. knew thats secret. shhhh. actually i know lerrs. you should know the ans mahhs. yahhs. whats a day i had. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
