sighhs. boredd arr. woke up at 12pm. hahas. the msg woke mie up. yawns ! i am still tiredd. i am sour. i am passive. i nottx good. yuppes. ate a little for breakfast. no choice. must eat. after thats do homework. do tys. its only chem. i took such a long time. listen to songs. talk and talk. i cant concentrate when i am at home. in the past, i have a study partner. and now. haiss. dont think i have lerrs. will it be the same ? i really want to work hard. study hard. canns i do it ? arrrgh ! someone please help mie. take away the pain from mie. i dont want all the problems and troubles. its bothering mie every min and sec. haiss. ate lunch at 3pm ? nottx late whats. my favourite. is cup noodle. so nice and yummy. yuppes. after thats i have ice cream. i want jian fei. i eat and eat. no wonder will stomach pain. go toilet three times lerrs. ouch ! thought today going outtx. neverminds lahhs. go outtx must spent money. i want to save money first then buy and buy. hahas. i love shopping when i have money. i want all the things i want. please grant mie this wish GOD ! neverminds. prelims is coming. i should study iinstead. but the temptation is there. arrrgh ! dont make mie jealous of anything. today never go outtx at all. stayed at home whole day is so boredd. have many mistakes in chem. is only mcq. i am dying lerrs lahhs. so difficult. i should have seek help earlier. haiss. i know its too late. plan the timetable cause have to let teacher see de. i never take it seriously. is difficult to follow. watched the tv. blahs blahs. i have the urge to. but cant. haiss. numb lerrs. so i dont mind hows deep it is. so whats it is painful ? my heart is more painful arrr. are you really busy ? you made mie sadds. and made mie happy. arrrgh ! i dont know whats to do. i want to let go. should i ? canns i ? someone tell mie the right thing to do. haiss. i hope my once good good friend will be okay. i am useless lahhs. cant do anything. cant help anything. hope you wont smoke againns. wont cut againns. please dont. and darrling. sorrys ! i dont want to mention. dont want to say. dont swear. dont pls mie. dont hais. dont crys. i will suffer more. haiss. thannks a lot for everything. i know. i appreciate. sighhs. hope you wont blame mie. hope yyou wont angry. i know you are angry. sorrys sorrys ! i know you care. its my fault. nottx you. i have nothing to ssay. full of sorrys. haiss. cheer ups everyone ! i am worry. very worry for everyone. and nottx mie. tomolo have school. sianns arrr. have to see her. face you. haiss. bear with the pain. and continue my life ? i cant do it. i am nottx strong. i need someone. wishing everything canns go smoothly. yuppes. will the scar be there forever ? there is a reason behind. only my sis saw. i was surprised. no choice but to bluff her. sorrys ! dont want you to know so much. neverminds. i am nottx blaming others. its mie mahhs. everything is my fault. i am scared. i am alonne. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
