sighhs. woke up at 11 plus. sunday mahhs. but actually going to jogg ar 8am de. like raining. i was half awake at thats time. so never go in the end. yawns ! stay at home for the whole day. do some work. haiss. worry about f&n part b. die lerrs. is only tues. and all of us know nuts about it. ummm. my sis cried the whole morning. sighhs. i cant do anything. i dont know hows to console. i triedd to. but her temper nottx good de. so i also pek cek with her. i am sadds also lohhs. i always cant help anyone. cooked spagetti for lunch. sianns lerrs. i am tiredd. thought of many things when i zibi. listening to songs. criedd. i dont need anayone to pity. especially you. haiss. doze off when i am sleepy. the whole day just so boring. have pizza for dinner. shit lahhs. i am growing fatter. i want to exercise regularly lerrs. i found a partner thats will pei mie exercise de. finally have one. then watch tv lohhs. nice show lehhs. 'my tutor friend'. so nicce. haiss. imagining. impossible lohhs. yk and others, thannks for you all de concern. my eye okaes lerrs. today nottx pain lerrs. thinking about my studies. am i improving ? but i only have maths tuition. others hows ? dont even have time lohhs. everyday is busying. sighhs. it have been 5 days lerrs. these 5 days whats were you doing ? now is different frm the past. totally different. whys you dont know ? hows come you dont know ? went to her blog. so you went too. i never say cannot. just thats will you even bother mie ? yes. you chat with mie in msn. but whats does thats mean ? we never even started. i am already sadds. and its hurting mie. guess is impossible. tryying to forget everything. you dont need mie. if you need, i am nottx there. or you dont need thats whys you never bother much. whatever lahhs. is all my fault. i should nottx know you. should nottx went to her blog. should nottx think so much. should nottx bother about you. you said if i dont need you, you will die. is it true ? then mie ? if you die, whats am i going to do ? i will torture myself to death. haiss. you said you never msg mie one day, you felt odd or weird. and now. have you forgot whats you said in the past ? do we have to be like thats ? you treat mie damm cold. dont let mie see you. dont let mie see your back. dont let mie see you and her. sighhs. canns i do it ? nahhs. i cant do it. useless lahhs. si bai lohhs. tomolo going to watch the survival round lerrs. yea ! hope derrick and hagen will go in. cant wait manns. thinking whats to wear. gonna take lots of pics. hope thats i will enjoy. predict my future ? ummm. hope its true. then you canns be a fortune teller. hahas. cheer ups ! ummm. about thats matter. guess everyone knows the truth. be honest and stop the nonsenses. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
