sighhs. just finish playing pool. think of last time hows i started it. haiss. and now, we never play together lerrs. its the past. yahhs. i have get used to this life lerrs. let it be bahhs. i dont want to blame anyone. and i am nottx. mroning woke up at 11 plus. wanted to sleep and dont wake up de. but i have no choice. yahhs. after eating. started to do homework. think a bit only. ss i dont know hows do. my humans cannot make it de lahhs. really ! giving up lerrs. then have instant noodles. yummy. delicious. thought got go outtx and study. but end up staying at home lohhs. raining lerrs. want to go under the rain. but cant. hoping to. i check the dictionary for the words i dont know. first time really went to find. but not i nottx constant de. must everyday then will improve. haiss. hows ? no one force mie. no one push mie to study hardd. i need someone there for mie. sighhs. you called mie. okaes. alright lahhs. after thats whats you say ? you never. haiss. sadds. i never take the initiative to msg you. i dont want to. feel thats i cant trust anyone now. thought you canns. but now. i am hesitating. i lost trust in everyone. i cant. i tried to. many things happen and i cant avoid but to accept the fact. the reality. no choice whats. this is life. i like the past and nottx now. there are so much difference between now and the past. whats will t he future looks like ? no one know too. hoping for the best. i just wish thats everyone will be happy, and dont be like mie. long time never talk to all of you. those days will be in my memory. cherish whats you have now. and dont regret. thats my advice. ummm. a lot of you all, including my kor and didi. made the right decision and think carefully. i will still respect and support your decision de. yupps. have charity show agains. ummm. called 4 to 5 times lerrs. must support mahhs. hahas. soso lahhs. never study geo test. lazy to. also will fail mahhs. so whats for ? sommore i never bring home to study. haiss. forget it lahhs. tomolo have to find jamil. sianns lohhs. have to wake up early. i hate him manns. made mie so xia suay lohhs. lucky jeslyn pei mie. hahas. if tomolo he wants mie to tuck in until so toopid. i will kill him. lolss. god bless ! we cant be like the pasts anymore. no more. haiss. miss those happy days. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
