sighhs. today is sat. is weekend. yahhs. woke up at 10am. its going to rain. i like. went to hong hse. wait for her to prepare. so i watched tv. with the heavy rain. and nice breeze and wind. i love it. the rain is damm heavy. i cant see anything. watched a bit of superstar too. repeat de. sianns arrr. after thats we went to take 854 to jiajia hse there to bake cup cakes for f&n. walk so long then reach lohhs. saw roosters. hahas. her dog is lulu. hahas. a girl. yuppes. i am still scare of dogs. i scare they bite mie. lick mie. the feeling very eee de. we started making the mixtures lohhs. hong busy playing with lulu. we used jiajia's chicken de eggs. hahas. so small. so cute. so white. lay eggs lehhs. good job ! sianns arrr. do and do againss. yucks ! lulu touch my leg. hahas. okaes lahhs. she wont bite mie. but i am still scared. finally canns bake lerrs. wait lohhs. meanwhile, play piano. hahas. i am lousy lahhs. times up ! smell so nice. taste one by one. cut one by one. measure height, weight and others. took pictures too. we also bake bear bear shape de. so cute. mine black black lerrs. hahas. still nice. yuppes. after thats deciding whether to go buy mp3. cause quite late lerrs. sommore we very sianns lerrs. no mood to go so far nia. heard thats city hall there been feng shuo. cause today is national day preview mahhs. neverminds. actually going sim lim. then funan it mall. then never go. haiss. next week bahhs. i also canns save more money. my mum never give mie money to buy. so badd. i dont want to wait lerrs. neverminds. went to play ball instead. every sat we have this activity mahhs. yuppes. so wet. still drizzling. so we took off our slippers. have new member lehhs. yang xin. hahas. feel good without slippers. canns play with water. okaes. start playing match lohhs. quite fun lahhs. laugh and laugh. then more people. nottx long. think i auto lerrs bahhs. so sudden. i dont even know. am i tiredd ? or sadds ? thhink i am bluffing. yuppess. full court will die lehhs. so slippery. nearly fell down. lolss. ouch ! my stomach. the ball hit mie. the ball hit jiamin. hit huiwen. hahas. royston lahhs. played full court. wa. wind blew on mie. hees. runn here and there. tiredd lerrs. rest lohhs. listen to songs. sadds arrr. tears were there. but dont want to. leaning on darrling. look at the sky. the trees. the grass. thinking of you. thinking of the past. the memories i had. haiss. i sang song. then see them play. got one boy join them. after thats only 5 of us go eat. the rest go home lerrs. they tempt mie. i dont want to eat. jiamin also. after thats walk a little then go home lerrs. the bus damm long canns ? i know the feeling is still there. nobody will stop thats ? went home. and agains no one at home. is my fault lahhs. i bluff my mum. i never go popo hse. haiss. am i badd ? i want to keep myself busy so i wont think and think so much mahhs. whys ? arrrgh ! chat a bit with sis. then bathe lerrs. nobody know hows deep it is. its painful. forever ? sighhs. one day after one day. three days lerrs. everyday. yahhs. getting used to it. haiss. no one cares anyway. today never go paragon. have superstar. think i wont be high anyway. tomolo is IMM. nottx going bahhs. go outtx with sis ? or study at home ? ummm. still thinking. it have been 18 days lerrs bahhs. it seems so short. but to mie, is a toture. one day by one day. you are busy. okay. neverminds. but do you know is different ? would you bother ? really hope you canns control the amount. and take cares. i cant do much now. thannks darrling for caring. for everything. i am nottx sweet. i am sour. hahas. is maple thats good to play ? i dont want to be addicted to it. so better nottx mahhs. gonna save and save money for lots of things. yuppes. suffering ! good nites ! take cares. huggs-
