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Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Tuesday, July 05, 2005

uncontrollable-

sighhs. sadds. whys everyday i must be like thats ? i cant choose. so i blog here. all the things thats i blog is complaining lahhs ? wtf. no one understandd lohhs. dont know anything then dont say. okaes. i know you aarre concerning. but i am nottx complaining anything canns ? is seripus matter. whys should i complain ? i cant move on. i know myself. i am stuck here. thought i canns continue. but is impossible to move on. so you or you all think is so easy to move on. i cant 拿得起, 放得下. thats mie. i know there are friends around mie. here and there. but whats are they ? true ? really true ? to mie, they are nottx. i know i am rude. selfish to say this. i ask myself this question for many times lerrs. everytime i think of it, i crys. i am sadd about it. i brood over it, you all just have to accept the fact thats i am like thats. is your choice anyway. i cant do without friends. like whats darrling says. but. where ? i cant see any. i canns just die and dont care about anything. haiss. today woke up and feel damm tiredd lohhs. everyday ! have serious headache. arrrrgh ! PAIN. i feel like banging my head on the wall. i hit myself. pain arrrr. i feel thats my head is very heavy and bulky. i am sttupid. haiss. went to school and have lessons lahhs. sianns. eng arr. when will i improve ? partly is because i slack. and i never work hard. read more. sighhs. sorrys mrstey. i tryy nottx to fall asleep lerrs. very xin ku. is torturing mie. haiss. i hate the feeling. went for recess. whys you have to always like thats ? whys i have the hatred ? i dont want. you force mie to. the way you treat mie. attitude lohhs. haiss. tryying to be happy. went back class. fcuk. bagei wants mie go com lab alonne to do the NEquiz thing. ALONNE ? i dont know lohhs. only mie today then go. haiss. alonne lohhs. chat a bit with ben lau only. quite funn lahhs. after thats go back class. have to pay $70. ex lehhs. wish i am rich. blah blahs. some people today oral. good luck ! ummm. a bit difficult. passage easy. after school. went to canteen eat. saw you. kind of weird. then go for ss remedial. sianss. combined until so luan. dont like. hack care her. i am slacking. haiss. after thats went to outside library. practise oral. for tomolo. so scared lohhs. i cant beileve is tomolo. god bless ! good luck to everyone. i hope i canns do well. if nottx i will crys outtx lohhs. sighhs. then go home lerrs. tiredd. sadd. whys you injured andd injured agains. haiss. never take cares de. hows i wish i canns injured too. haiss. i am waiting one day after one day to pass. i am going to collapse soon. nothing canns save mie. i am walking alonne down the road. anyway, i am just a toyy. good nites ! take cares. huggs-

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