sighhs. whats a day ! woke up at 10 plus today. sleep and sleep. but still tiredd. boredd arrr. i have no mood to do homework. i have no mood to study. listen to songs. all went outtx lerrs. so alonne at home lohhs. eat alonne. lonely. yahhs. came online cause nothing to do lerrs. saw you online but i never talk to you. guess dont want bahhs. suan lerrs. time up lerrs. went outtx to meet huiwen, cat and others. so suay. rain lerrs. thought of walking. but they want to sit bus. finally reached lerrs. went in lohhs. still quite early lohhs. listen to songs againss. i like dou jiang you tiao. sianns arrr. so boredd. nottx funn de. do the first qn with cat. dont know then ask the teacher there. wa. he takes so long to solve lohhs. in the end same ans as mie. diao. neverminds. finally the second qn lerrs. ummm. dont know againss. so ask the other teacher againss. he is better. yahhs. we took so long to do two qns only. cause we very slack. everyone too. like meaningless lehhs. haiss. finally canns go lerrs. went to play ball. sighhs. thought will enjoy. at first was okaes de. haiss. so is my fault. all my fault. i should nottx defend people. i always like thats de whats. whats wrong today ? i am irritating ? thats mie. play mahhs. haiss. i am wrong agains and agains. the attitude you all gave mie. i cant stand it. neverminds. i only kept quiet. i cant do anything also mahhs. sighhs. plus the feeling came againss. whenever i go, it follows mie. wth. its irritating mie too. really feel like just walk away. feel like tearing. who knows ? who cares ? whatever lahhs. sommore i eat outside also been attitude. my sis is angry. just because i never buy for her. fine lohhs. everyone also like thats. its all my fault againss. whats wrong ? okaes. i admit i am rrude. i am irritating. i sarks. i am selfish. i am badd. i only make people angry. make people sadd. i am really wicked horrs. so badd of mie. go and die lahhs. stay in this world for whats ? who cares anyway. haiss. after playing, walk to kovan. wth. anyway, i dont even have thats burden before lohhs. canns ? dont be bhb lahhs. finally it will be over. dont say mie lerrs. sighhs. walk around first. then eat kfc. damm full. going to have gastric againss. haiss. no mood for anything. no mood to take neoprints. no mood to walk. no mood to talk. sorrys ! i saw all thats. whats you all did. or maybe i sensitive lohhs. fine. went home around 9 plus. whats if i cut myself today ? whats if i die today ? nobody will knows. nobody will cares either. whats is the point ? even you also like thats. guess everything to mie now is meaningless. haiss. whats a life i had. nothing canns cheer mie ups. i am very clear thats i am alonne. when i need someone, everyone seems to be busy. so i wont approach de. i kept quiet. zibi lohhs. whats to do ? my voice is worse lerrs. haiss. have bad cough. kept ah choo also. nevermind lahhs. who cares ? cough until die is better than living in this kind of life. car bang mie. make mie deaf. made mie dont know anything. set mie free. let mie go. grandma and grandpa, wait for mie. sighhs. tomolo will i be going to thats perforamance thing ? see darrling got go mahhs lohhs. jogging ? ummm. dont know hows will tomolo be like. maybe is disaster againss. who knows ? good nites. take cares. huggs-