sighhs. have school today. managed to pull myself up. i felt sleepy. when mrswong is scolding us, i fell asleep. yawns ! she is so naggy. she scolded sec fours and fives. about the celebration. we never respect our country. she says is shameful. ummm. yahhs. i think so too. but this is us whats. on thats day, i also forgot to stand up. lolss. yahhs. i agree is our fault. many of us never bother. ahyahhs. and now she want us to do homework lerrs. haiss. the national day message. hows we know ? hows to digg outtx ? have to write our thoughts. sianns. after thats have lessons. nottx feeling good. never talk. kneww sth badd will happen. yahhs. and it happened. chem mock exam. i failed. i studied. but nottx all. i never tryy my very best. thats whys i have this result. so is my fault lohhs. wanted to crys. tears wwere there. but i should nottx. no use also. even so many never studies canns get higher than mie. yahhs. i admit i am jealous. i am sadds. but i nottx as lucky mahhs. i am nottx clever. study also like thats. then whats for i work hardd ? haiss. totally no mood at all. no physics and chinese lesson. so i do the chem mcq and maths. since i am free. and nothing to do. everyone around mie seems busy againss. haiss. think the feeling came againss. i am nottx angry. just sick of it lahhss. darrling came and talk to mie. thannks ehs. only she bother to. she saw my tears. hahas. really must thannks her. only she understandds bahhs. she told mie her things too. loves her. after thats canns go recess lerrs. i dont want to go down. wanted to be alonne. wanted to save money. neverminds. haiss. really saw her and you. sighhs. i avoid. eat lerrs jiu go back class. because of hw's food. we played hei bai pei. hahas. win de canns eat. lolss. so farnie. after thats nottx fun lerrs. yuppes. have eng lesson. oral is coming. monday ! so scared. one of my weakest subject. 'shivers' fear of it. must have practices lerrs. jes read the passage in a ahma and ahgong tone. damm farnie. laugh until my stomach pain. lolss. ummm. then have maths lesson. mslim never come. so everyone slack lerrs. jiamin sit beside mie. then both of them sing. i listen. nice song. we three there singing and talking. quite loud worrs. have complaints. hahas. is funn. but i never listen to mrlee's lesson. so i dont understandd. i know it isnt right. but where canns i sit ? i hope i canns improve lahhs. oops. received your msg. i was shocked. i didnt expect all this. haiss. i dont know hows you know. but glad thats you are sorting outtx with mie. if nottx, i wont de. yahhs. exams are around the corner so whats ? we care. yahhs. it wont distract mie. tell mie your problems like last time. i think i am childish. i dont understandd you and make conclusion. you dont have to thannks mie. i admit i care. ummm. you convinced mie. whys ? was glad we are okay now. but is temporary only ? haiss. yes. i thought is true. all true. or i think the wrong way againss ? hope you are clear of whats you have said. you made mie happy and made mie sadds againss. you give mie hope and dashed it once againss. is nottx your fault. and nottx mie. no one's at fault. you said thats too. maybe i think too much agains bahhs. i still think she is better. go bahhs. i wont blame you. you dont have to do this. is your choice. i anything de. i am confused now. whether to beileve or nottx. whether to forget you or nottx. i am sorrys for everythhing i have caused. arrrgh ! i am going crazy. i never go for chem remedial. wennt home. my lunch is sweets. yuppes. listen to my mp3 againss. i sing and sing. my sis even complaint my voice sarks. but when i canns hear lerrs, is nice whats. hahas. i bhb lahhs. those songs make mie feel better. when i sing. do homework and watched the tv. waiting for results now. tomolo is another day. have pe. yea ! canns exercise. canns play. i love pe. having serious headache nowadays. stress arrr. fan arrrr. my shoulder there pain since pri six lerrs. ouch ! neverminds. die only lohhs. neverminds de. nobody will care. living in my own world. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
