sighhs. here i am. feeling no good. woke up at 10 plus today. yahhs. didnt feel good. have dreams last night. i dreamt of you. and who arr ? i forgot lerrs. stupid dream lahhs. which means thats is the opp. so is impossible. yuppes. haiss. boredd at home. so listen to my mp3 againss. and do tys. everyday do a bit lohhs. better than nothing. ummm. my mum is naggy. is nottx i dont want to study. kept saying about my chinese. C6 ! wth. say and say. such sadds thing. want to make mie crys agains arrr. i know is shameful. is lousy. is worse. i also dont know will like thats de mahhs. i dont wish to too. whys you just dont understand ? i wish i had a understanding parents. tian arrrr. nobody understandds mie. ming ku arrr. after thats meet jiamin. jeslyn and hong. then take bus 72 to tampines mall. feel so badd. reeree wait for us at there for quite long lerrs. sorrys ! reached lerrs. then we went to eat swensens. yea ! long time never eat lerrs. ordered firehouse happy birthday for her. hope she like it. sing song and make a wish. then blow the candle. i ate chicken baked rice. she ate fish and chips. and others ice cream. wa. very full and happy. hahas. have crapps. have gossiping. have jokes. funn time lahhs. long time never like thats lerrs. but iis only for thats while. ummm. gave her her present too. hope she like it. after thats she wanted to pay for it. we rejected. lolss. nice of her and her dad. yuppes. then we went shopping. she bought wallet and puma shirt. nice ! as for mie. buy nothing. better nottx. control myself. must save money lohhs. yahhs. after thats she have to go somewhere. so we went to play ball. lesser people. and more unknown people at the court. hows they know the place de. our teritory lehhs. lolss. we have newcomer. and is ben. seven of us play lohhs. is a bit sianns lahhs. nottx as funn. the kids there are so naughty. say mie sommore. we ate seng bao also. long time never eat lerrs. miss childhood. hahas. yummy ! after thats went home lohhs. sianns arrrr. i dont want to eat dinner de. so full lerrs. haiss. thought canns run away. no choice lohhs. think today never really think about thats matter. tryy to make myself busy. and nottx to think of it. hope you are fine. i wont disturb you. take lots of cares. listen to my mp3 and dont care the people around mie. i am still considering whether to retake anot. some say quie difficult. some say tryy lohhs. whats should i do ? please give mie advice. please help mie. teach mie whats to do. start all over againss ? or work harder in other subjects ? arrrgh! devastated. i am collapsing. sooner or later de. tomolo going where ? better nottx. study is more important. but at home, i cant study well. i cant concentrate much. if i go outtx, my parents will naggs againss. and dont trust mie. whats is thats ? nottx trusting and notx understanding your daughter ?haiss. 80 more days to o levels. its getting nearer and nearer. i am scaredd. i never prepare for it. i am dead. push mie. nagg mie. i am tiredd lerrs. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
