sighhs. today is tiring. i woke up at 11 plus. never went outtx with xin he, jiamin and hong. i cant de lahhs. sundays sarks. haiss. i slack around. then started to do chem tys de mcq qns only. yuppes. listen to my mp3. i hate my youngest sis. damm jian canns. she canns hai mie de lohhs. say even more badd things about mie thats is nottx true to my parents. want them to scold mie. then she will be so happy lahhs. she is the one who made things worse. i wont help her. she is only primary three. and she know hows to scold vulgar language. she have handphone now. she wants to have an email account. she wants to chat now. wa ! so pro. i wont help her de. even i die lerrs, i also wont help her. i will only hai her. i remember i have all this when i was in secondary one. wth. she still canns use $10 to ask mie to help her lehhs. i am nottx money faced horrs. i die die also wont help de. you canns say i am badd. i am nottx a good sister. i am selfish. whatever lahhs. pekcekk with my family. but i was lucky i have my sis. she knows mie more. she understandds. cause i got tell things to her. although she is still young, she is matured at times lahhs. no one will totally understandd whats i am going through now. sighhs. pathetic. i have cramps lahhs. so fast nia. whys i everytime have cramps de. is damm pain you knows. the pain i had suffered. i still have to force myself to cook spagetti for my sisters. thannks to my nice sis for helping mie. then kept listening to songs. slack lerrs. parents are back. mum bought back twister fries. yummy ! happy thats twister fries is back. hahas. i miss it. haiss. i am still wasting time. i have no motivation. i agree thats education kills. must really beware. sounds familiar ? lolss. ummm. really hardd to concentrate at home. i kept feeling sleepy. nottx enough sleep ? maybe bahhs. i am used to the time. around night time. no channel to watch. lee hsien long is talking. so i listen lohhs. ummm. quite nice lahhs. he canns talk and talk for so long. good lehhs. i sure cannot de. ten years later will have big changes. ummm. interesting. the talk ends at 945pm. boring arrrr. prelims is coming. as well as o levels. haiss. i never prepare anything. i dont know where to start. hows to start. someone please tell mie where to start. i need some direction. every subject of mine are in great big mess. none of it is good. i am lousy lahhs. canns ? i have no goals, no aims. i dont where to go next. lost in the forest. waiting for help from you. nonono. i cant. sighhs. tomolo have school lerrs. have to wake up early againss. have to study. have to face you and her. i hate seeing her. i have a feeling thats tomolo is a badd day for mie. it will be. good nites ! take cares. huggs -
