Thursday, August 25, 2005
Thursday, August 25, 2005
faults'
sighhs. another morning. is you againss. hahas. i felt damm sleepy. reached school and i forgort today got reading. i have nothing to read. so i asked around. die lerrs. i dont want to stand up. damm xia suay de. phew ! darrling is my saviour. hahas. she teared half. and i am saved. but i never read. fell asleep then. yawns ! early in the morning, i dont want to see her. soiled my mood. after thats have to go canteen. i thought whats important matter. we only have to fill in the balloon hat thing. oops. long time no talk. is really weird. haiss. thats insane person wants to kill people againss. hahas. last time is mie. and now you. hahas. crazy de. go hougang chalet lahhs. lolss. then went back to class. and have ss lesson. i dont know whats have i done wrong againss. is always mie ? whys is it like thats ? haiss. for thats small matter mahhs ? i really dont know. you always make mie feel lost. i admit i got a bit pekcekk. nottx the first time already mahhs. i understandd you. at times, you are bad mood. sighhs. i cant find any direction lahhs. i will just keep quiet for good. if nottx i open my mouth, something happen againss. silence ! then went for chem. againns ppt here and there. i hate burning. cause have to wear specs. is ugly, yes i know. lolss. i broke one large test tube. and two small test tube. shit lohhs. i know i very stupid. sibai arrr. redo againss. then finally the last practical lerrs. wa ! damm ex lohhs. i have to pay $1.80. i should nottx tell the auntie about the large test tube. stupid mie. think and think. $1.80 canns buy curry mee lerrs lehhs. lolss. after thats have maths test. haiss. i dont know hows to do some. no confidence at all. never know thats will come outtx. i am in a mess. my mind was thinking about other things. shit ! i think is unfair. is a test or normal practises ? whys canns the teacher says the solution de. whys ? is unfair to others. mrlee and mslim both got help de lohhs. if like thats i ask every qns, sure pass de lohhs. haiss. forget it. i just admit i am lousy and you all are clever. robin is angry. pekcekk. crush his paper. went outtx. run. shouted at mslim. was really fierce. shocked all of us. i really pity mslim. she canns teach. but her temper changed. she is still good. many people dislike her lerrs. haiss. hows ? she is unreasonable at times. but is for our own good. isnt it ? nothing to say. everyone is at fault. went to recess and have free period. i know i am getting fatter. nottx nice lerrs. ate curry mee againns. oily food. haiss. slack around then went back class. have chinese. do compo againss. is okay today cause godma go through so detailed. she is naggy. yahhs. wanted to think but she is talking. so very hardd to concentrate. arrrgh ! i am stuck here and there. very stress lehhs. two pros beside mie. am i too bright ? hahas. jk nia. after school still have one more maths test qn. my drawing sarks lahhs. so crooked. never went for tuition. stayed back for chinese. even though i am C6. haiss. sorrys for thats. i am tiredd and no mood to go. i know i am iin the wrong too. blame mie if you want. i always have this problem. is it mie ? the problem lies on mie ? is it a curse ? sadds arrr. waited for godma then she talk and talk. okay lerrs. canns go lerrs. but two pros still there. talk for so long. oops. darrling is angry. cause cannot say. ummm. relax. do your best. you canns get A de. work harder. win her lahhs. hahas. she is sadds too. i dont know whats to do. sorrys. while waiting, i sweeped the floor. dirty classroom we had. nothing to do. slack around. playing games. boredd arrr. nobody care lahhs. used to it. went home at around 4 plus. we have a plan. but nottx cfm. must prepare and rehearse de. lolss. so werid. listen to my mp3 and do blahs blahs. i canns sing outtx everything. but cant study with it. i know thats. if is sentimental songs then canns bahhs. think so. cause i will sing and sing de. i like to sing ! done thats againss. is pain. i dont care. watched superstar. so nice. i find william's voice is nice. like thats song. but forgort the name. many of them improved. except for weichong. eee ! still dont like him. i like today show. the pose they do is so cute. hahas. i am still slacking around. no time left. less than 20 days to prelims. haiss. stress. thannks buddy. long time never talk lerrs. dont lose contact. hahas. i have to study at least an hour everyday. canns i ? tryy my very best to find the time. take cares. and relax. breathe in and outtx. studies is the most important now. dont want to think about thats matter. hardd to solve. hardd to predict. hardd to decide. nothing will work outtx. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
