sighhs. today is saturday. i was so tiredd thats i sleep and sleep. dont wanna wake up nia. 11 plus then force myself. yawns ! have my breakfast then i started to do my work. listen to my mp3 againss. enjoying the songs while doing. still manage to concentrate lahhs. thought got go jiamin hse. but dont have. so i spent my whole day at home. study lohhs. cannot waste time lerrs. since no one's at home, is quieter. ummm. do tys then read here and there. done a mind map. i did it ! after thats i watched tv. must relax mahhs. hahas. a while only. is such a nice show. so farnie and interesting. then i am back with my studying. i have to concentrate more on science. is important. never done any maths qns cause tomolo have tuition. yuppes. i find myself hardworking. but nottx enough. must everyday mahhs. but i know when there's tuition, i cant study at least one hour. hows ? must think of my timetable. for the sake of prelims and o level. there's no time left. just 16 more days. arrrgh ! one day after another day. it's getting closer and closer lerrs. time really flies very fast thats i dont know whats time is it. just hope thats the time canns stop to let mie study more. let mie learn more. let mie absorb more. ummm. didnt have any naps. i survived the afternoon. i tried nottx to think about you. tryying to control. but i still have. wondering mahhs. there are time when i will anyhow think. oops. my sis is back. i cant do whats i want. dont wanna her to know. dont wanna her to follow my steps. haiss. i hardly talk today. i choose nottx to ? dont wanna talk to anyone bahhs. living alonne. i slack after dinner. then do the same thing. read english compos and chinese words. then here i am. dont wanna you to drink. dont want you to be sadds. dont want you to angry. dont want you to *. canns you control ? i cant help much. we hardly talk too. i feel like do those things too. but i tryy control. you too kaes ? hope i canns help something. but thats refer to who againss ? sighhs. said hi then bye lerrs. neverminds. i went to her blog everyday cause i care so much. i am curious whether you got go too. i am so stupid and childish lahhs. whys i waste my time ? ummm. tomolo have to wake up early to go tuition alonne. sianns. but i have mp3. so should be okay lahhs. yuppes. going to sleep lerrs. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
