sighhs. i am here againss. today woke up at 830. no choice mahhs. rush to tuition. took bus 80. the bus is so cramped. neverminds. even though i am alonne, i still have my songs with mie. if nottx i really cant survive nia. ummm. the journey was okay lahhs. i am still in sleepy mood. walking alonne. spending the time alonne. i dont mind. thats life. yuppes. whats a sunny weather. reached mrs boey hse. is them againss. dont wish to see them nia. so noisy. especially her. like a dog bark and bark. cant she just shut up. others still want to concentrate de lehhs. damm inconsiderate lohhs. i cant concentrate well. part of the reason is i am tiredd. and i am thinking about something else. i feel badd if i never spent my time wisely on tuition. is my parents money. and time is precious. i cant afford to lose time anymore. i knew all this. around 12 plus end lerrs. went home then. decided nottx to eat lunch. shhhh. nobody's at home. ate ice cream. then came online. boredd mahhs. part of the reason cause i knew you were there. ummm. chat chat lohhs. and hong send mie many many chinese songs. flood lerrs. hahas. she is nice lahhs. then we chat. seems nothing to talk about. is the same. you still have to buy. haiss. dont know whats to say. i am sorrys. is always mie who cannot. next time ? i always nottx free. no fate mahhs ? sighhs. you are just there. i am right here. nothing i canns do to help you. sorrys ! think you have your own things to do. play game or slacking bahhs. if i am free, you will be studying lerrs. i really hope you canns study hardd too. cause i am tryying too. around 3 plus, i started to study a bit. nottx as much as yesterday. this is whats i say nottx everyday i canns do it. hows ? whats am i suppose to do ? i am still slacking around. do a bit maths then physics a bit. here and there. parents are back. i really became more guai lerrs. i never go outtx and shopping. no choice mahhs. for the sake of exams. is really killing mie. lotss of things to study. i will be left behind. because all of them are in front. whats must i do to catch up. i have to sacrifice a lot of things then. which i dont want to. someone tell mie whats to do. help mie god. will you be my side ? haiss. around night time. family and i went outtx to eat then went home lerrs. have sharks fin. so ex canns. have fish. have pork. have this and thats. very full nia. thought got go shopping but no time lerrs. went home and watch tv. got pao ba hai zi. and hui jia. hui jia is damm nice canns. even my mum canns cried more than mie. so is a damm damm nice show. the popo so ke lian. she is mute. so old and cute. hahas. his grandson treats her badly. popo treat him damm good. no money still buy chocolate pie, shoes and battery for him lehhs. so nice. but her grandson likes a girl so he will dont care his popo. damm badd. then if he wants to shit at night, he will ask his popo to accompany him. she cant talk. she knelt outside waiting for him. he is scared mahhs. so badd. thats whys my mum cried. mie too. lolss. in the end his grandson treat her very well. but his mum brought him home. but popo got post letter to him. she dont know hows to write so her grandson help her before hand lerrs. so she just have to post them. only have 'i miss you' and 'i am sick'. lolss. so touching. i said the story lerrs. hahas. tomolo still have school. many people are chionging their d&t. jiayou ! OOPS. i realised tomolo have f&n test. but i never bring home and study. die lerrs lohhs. i am sadds. lonely. boredd and tiredd. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
