sighhs. hoping time canns go back. the pain is still there. haiss. today late lohhs. all the bus fault. nottx us canns ? damm lot of people late too. around five rows. i pity my sis. only sec one there. hahas. sorrys ! oops. darrling saw my scar. one day after one day. it will become a scar. yahhs. i know is ugly. haiss. went to run three rounds. wa ! so tiring. the field so wet. my shoes are damm dirty. arrrgh ! perspiring non-stop. finally finished. sat there for whats ? whys cant let us go yet ? siao de lohhs. my first time run. thought is dentension. then i canns skip. i am nothing to say to you. went back to class. darrling never run. cause she is sick. take cares. i dont feel good. was kind of moody. yuppes. i know thats you all need her. and nottx mie. i am nottx important. i am just a tiny ant. only she understandds. only she know everything. only she is good. haiss. i got nothing to say. the one beside mie is so high. from yesterday night till today. oic. okay ! cant stand her. laugh and laugh de. then we are wondering hows hong looks like if she cuts her hair to those style style one. ummm. hahas. she is scared. lolss. have chem mock exam. arrrgh ! thought i canns pass. but see the tys agains. haiss. fail lerrs. no confidence at all. after thats rain lerrs. my favourite. like the breeze. went for recess. ate hokkien mee. wa. felt warm lerrs. if have jacket, will be damm cosy. hees. you scare mie. hahas. walk in the rain for a while only. brrrrr. so cold. have lessons lohhs. boredd. after school, went to canteen to eat a little. then go for chem remedial lerrs. until 4pm. rush to tuition. yuppes. sneaking sweets. hahas. scared green man will catch mie. tiredd arrr. whole day never rest lehhs. went home at 7 plus. sorrys if i done anything wrong. watch superstar. arrrgh ! hate kelly. she sarks. voice nice, but looks and attitude sarks lohhs. eee ! the best is junyang lahhs. hahas. and derrick. yuppes. miss leon and hagen lehhs. lolss. thannks once good good friend. i know i should forget him. i still dont know whats to do. think thats is the best way. haiss. the scar and pain will remain. it wont disappear. let it be bahhs. i dont want to care much. sorrys ! i dont wanna say about it. i know i am badd. treat mie badly. i am selfish. sighhs. everything i do, i cant make people happy. i cant help you all. i am just a toy. once a friend, and nottx a friend anymore. i am sadds. i dont want things to be like thats. save mie ! i need someone to be there. but is impossible. i am living in my own world. i am damm damm sibai in whatsever i have done. tomolo have maths test. god bless ! give mie hope to survive. sooner or later i will die. haiss. leave mie if you all want. 93 days to o level. countdowning. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
