Thursday, August 11, 2005
Thursday, August 11, 2005
soar'
sighhs. really tiredd. yawns ! woke up at 8am today. say want to eat breakfast but in the end wont de lahhs. i canns sleep for another hour de lohhs. haiss. forget it. always like thats de mahhs. waited at the bus stop for dont know hows long. board the bus and i am jealous. hahas. creative lehhs. she canns finish listening to 60 songs one day. i cant lohhs. pro sia. her batt canns use so fast. so i think mine still better. bleahs. somehow i will regret buying de. sure will de. yuppes. went to pp to buy my favourite sweet. yummy ! wormy. sourish. after thats walk to school. saw huang di. ummm. then saw huang hou behind only. lolss. we kept say and say. i think they are together. muhahaha. kind of weird. dont really pei lehhs. played the piano. i am lousy lahhs. huang hou better. so pro canns. i want to learn piano after o levels. yahhs. very few peoples came. four girls and four guys. so have small group teaching. do ws lohhs. then i do a bit of tys. we slack a lot. we never take it very serious. thats whys never improve much. must work damm hard de. i never spent much time on studies. i never care about ss. geo or others. is the wrond way. yahhs. i know. but i need someone to push mie mahhs. and now no one is there. hoping you canns nagg mie. push mie to study. but hows about you ? i cant do much de. i cant control you. i aint good. find her. she is better mahhs. getting used to it. never talk at all for days is common for mie. haiss. yahhs. after the remedial, went to hougang mall. i eat bread. nice. i am saving money but seems too little. i shall nottx eat. tryy to control. also canns jian fei mahhs. money is important. to live on. walk around for a while only then went to tuition alonne. expected lerrs mahhs. i am nottx blaming who. just is so last minute. neverminds. i like it too. i am alonne. i listen to my mp3 for the whole journey. i never care anybody around mie. i am in my own world. it isnt badd. if there is car coming and i didnt know. i was knocked down, i wont regret. haiss. all thannks to my mp3. i love it more lerrs. the songs accompany mie. maybe i have them is enough. just thats i will have the time to think of stuffs. thats makes mie crys. i dont care lahhs. i dont want to care anymore. is still early after my tuition. take my time to go home. enjoying the songs. and feeling moody. its okay. i am alright. i will be okie. went home and no one bothers de lahhs. i never talk much. is the same as a mute. but i like to sing. watched the superstar. M2 and M3 so cute. hahas. watched touching show makes mie crys againss. i think i am white. i am fat. i cant wear shorts. i cant wear track shorts. i am jealous of others. when will i gettx to wear nerrs ? i want to sun tann. i want to have good results. i want to soar in the skies. i want someone. tomolo have school lerrs. sianns. i will have to see her. i must face all the faces thats you all give. nothing is good for mie. i m sick of life. tiredd. cut so whats ? whenever is at night, i will be more scared. the feeling is there. so eerie. my hair stands. ohyahhs. it has been a long time since i watch a movie lerrs. i missed so many nice ones. even initial d i haven watch. haiss. poor thing. i am locked in a cage with no freedom. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
