Thursday, September 01, 2005
Thursday, September 01, 2005
wrongs'
sighhs. nearly late today. woke up at 7am. whys i just cant gettx up ? think because i have dreams. haiss. i hope those dreams in real life will comes true. normally in real life will be the opposite. but i dont want to. dad fetch us to school and never late. the feeling was there for the whole day. i hate thats. we then have to participate in the mass run. who cares arrr. we walk only. at least is better than the workouttx mahhs. finally finish lerrs. saw godma and maple queen and maple king. lolss. crapps lahhs. back lerrs. we watched soccer match. teachers vs students. yuppes. mrong damm farnie lahhs. so cute. lolss. he never wear specs than runn here and there. hahas. quite nice to watch lahhs. too badd no mrblack. he is nice too. have break. then back to the match. have no idea who won. neverminds. heard thats mrswong played basketball. sure mahhs ? i never manage to see. cant imagine lehhs. went to hall then. we should sit at the gallery. but end up we mix with the sec ones there. have to cheer for friends mahhs. so farnie. we like so xia suay and high on our own. nice performance lahhs. better than last year. but no mie. hows canns ? lolss. this is our last year lerrs. sadds lehhs. sighhs. i will miss them. yuppes. after the performance, went to eat mos burger. with reeree and suying. dont really know her but now okay lerrs. blahs blahs' then went home and rest first. listen to songs. sleep for half an hour. then bathe and went to ps. bought a cup for mrsboey. and we went to tuition lerrs. i am tiredd. yawns ! relative velocity is so difficult. arrrgh ! never met such a hardd chapter. die lerrs. hae test on fri. must understandd. then after tuition, went home lohhs. really very tiredd and have headache lerrs. whys is it now againss ? one year lerrs. it was like only yesterday. i once hurt you. and you hurt mie too. the wound haven fully recover and now you want to be like the pasts ? the hurtful, sadds memories. i cant forget. i tryy to. you say till so easy. to mie, i think we cant be like the pasts lahhs. i know you treat mie well. care for mie. thannks ! but things are different now. i dont want to think about thats qn. i hate thats qn. i hope you understandd. i want to concentrate on studies or now. sorrys ! i remember is my fault. i dont deserve all these. yuppes. and you. i didnt know thats. lolss. neverminds. all the pasts mahhs. haiss. the journey seems forever. its been quite a time i really crys because of you and other problem. as for now, i admit i got think about it. i cant stop thinking about the problem. did you ? you kept falling sick. i dont know whats to do also. i cant help you mahhs. so if you say nothing, i am speechless. i like the past. nottx now. it sarks now. dont you think so ? i think the more you never tell mie your problems, it distract mie more. sighhs. i have no idea who am i. whats am i doing and thinking. i cant feel your presence. where are you ? you said you will be there. maybe i am wrong againss. just take cares lots. i am really tiredd of all the thinkings. really wanted to leave here. so painful. sighhs. reached home also benn nagg. even i go tuition also got wrong. do this and thats also wrong. whats have i done ? fcuk life lahhs. tomolo still have to wake up early for tuition. sianss. still have lots to study and do. i have slack a lots today. am i suppose to be in this world ? OHGOD ! set mie free. let mie soar in the skies. nobody will understandd. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
