Saturday, September 03, 2005
Saturday, September 03, 2005
dui de qi zi ji'
sighhs. i dont know whats to do lahhs. went to read her testimonials againss. more and more. haiss. i dont know whys am i so stupid to hurt myself againss. in the end crying alonne in the room. you wont know hows i feel. i lost trust in you too. those nicks are meant for her ? i think so. i wont ask you either. hoping you will tell mie. sighhs. then woke up and went to school. i was early. yuppes. those art and d&t students didnt sleep enough last night or never even sleep lolss. poor thing lehhs. especially reeree. she like so stone. haiss. i cant do anything to help. teach hong a little of maths. cause i dont really know also. then have ss. reeree nottx feeling well. better dont eat panadol lahhs. let her rest. then talk crapps. she felt better. thats good. oops. bagei scared us. she heard female voice coming from our side. hahas. something dirty. so scary. seventh month haven oever yet lehhs. lolss. after thats have free period and recess. the chilli made many of us cough so badly. i even have tears lerrs. the chilli irritate my eyes and throat. blahs blahs' went up class and sweep the floor. is really in mess. those rubbish irritates mie. then help vier colour. i am lousy lahhs. dont know hows many years never colour lerrs. sorrys ! i never did a good job. let you down. my colourings like primary school de. lolss. then teach hong until i ownself also dont know. sorrys too. i aint a good teacher. next time dont find mie horrs. chinese lesson lerrs. have ting xie. i just passed only. nottx badd lahhs. better than those never study de. at least i got study more than them. must dui de qi ownself then canns lerrs. have maths test later. i have difficulties for the first qn already. i think i will fail this paper. i tried lerrs lahhs. hope i did correctly. whys mrlee so nice ? cannot de. whats is the test for ? cannot ask and ask de mahhs. so unfair. school ended lerrs. its raining. yea ! I LIKE IT. waited for boss while i sweep the floor againss. hahas. is dirty againss mahhs. i wont blame them lahhs. since i nottx in a badd mood. yuppes. i have hong as a helper. then she left, the job hand over to kc. hahas. finally is done. went to find brins. then wait here and there. hahas. don's eye so chio. got eye shadow de. wheni see him, i will laugh and laugh. really very pretty lehhs. hahas. abriel came. so we went to heartland mall by cab. but whys are we in the rain ? lolss. brins still owe mie lots of money. better return before i graduate if nottx i haunt you arrr. we went to walk around. brins bought xbox game. then he went home. abriel, boss and i went kfc. changed his mind, and have to eat at the stalls there. neverminds lahhs. ordered meepok and sugarcane. damm full lohhs. after thats went to hougang mall. abriel went home. still raining mahhs. boss dont want to peirce lerrs. since no place allow him to peirce and change immediately. walk around. nothing to shopp de. so went home lerrs. dont ask mie thats qn. i have nothing with him. my file is wet. i am drenched too. neverminds. who cares. listen to songs againss. and slack a bit. rest a while. read compos. watched tv. study chinese. i am shocked when i recieved your call. it have been so long. think dont know hows many months lerrs. heard your voice againss. we talked for less than one minute nia. haiss. is always you who made mie so sadds. is you who made mie crys. and happy againss. did you really miss mie ? sighhs. i am confused. i remembered in june, i was so foolish to beileve you. did i ? you wrote testi for her and yet. haiss. dont wanna say anymore. it hurts. i tryy nottxx to think about it lerrs. i must nottx read those testi againss. tomolo going outtx with sis bahhs. then have to spent money againss. arrrgh ! and and going grandma hse. it had been so long. sorrys ! i am tiredd. sick of life. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
