Thursday, September 15, 2005
Thursday, September 15, 2005
FAN'
sighhs. yesterday didnt have the time to update. no time lerrs. haiss. stress arrrrgh. early in the morning have science practical. dont physics lerrs. then i have stomachache. damm pain lohhs. no choice. i went toilet then came back and continue. start doing chem. i was so lost lohhs. even the which one should put in which one i also confuse. haiss. tryy my best lerrs. some people are farnie lohhs. hahas. finally finish lerrs. thats all for today. canns go lerrs. went to hougang mall to eat kfc. actually i dont want to eat de. but go home sure very sianns. so go alonng with them. still early lohhs. haven open. we walk around then they open. we are the first customer. yea ! i am damm full. feel like vomiting againss lohhs. sighhs. whats happened to mie ? chat chat then went home lerrs. bathe lerrs jiu go don hse. study geo de. but saw cassandra there. she remembered mie but nottx my name. lolss. she is cute lahhs. like her hair. eyes. complexion. hees. played with her. she is violent too. fight with her. hahas. i became so childish lolss. she ate one candy. she offered mie i dont want. she want another. i say kiss mie then i help you open. hahas. so sweet ! after some time don chase her outtx lohhs. miss her nia. then i start studying lerrs. yuppes. able to absorb a bit lahhs. don kept questioning mie. i dont want say anything. lalalas. he cant do anything also. around 2 plus went to tuition. when i have songs, i wont be boredd. yuppes. all thannks to songs. hahas. reached lerrs. my mood changed. whys the same ? wth. if every tuition same as her, i will die lohhs. see her jiu sianns. no mood for anything. she made mie think of many things canns. i hate her ! lucky i back face her. finally she left. i do as many qns as i canns lohhs. lots to ask teacher. so i note down. she have homework to do lerrs. yuppes. three hours plus lohhs. we stayed there for so long. we are damm tiredd canns. haiss. don been scolded by mrs boey. he kicked my slippers away. hahas. badd impression. then went home lohhs. yesterday was the longest. ummm. went home and eat dinner. 9 lerrs. watched the show. damm nice. shit lahhs. addicted liao. then mrs boey called to teach mie maths. haiss. mum turn off the tv. boss called tell mie must study. go school early to study. i cant wake up de. sorrys ! this and thats. i very vexed and stress. haven study ss and geo. i went to the room and study lohhs. i am very worry. phew ! nothing lerrs. went to sleep. have severe headache nowadays. today paper was errrr. i dnt think i canns pass. humanities lehhs. my weakest subjects. haiss. i am very sleepy. doze off everytime. manage to finish. went canteen and study geo. blahs blahs' someone is jealous. muhahaha. dont want say lerrs. next paper start liao. i wont complain today cause there are fans around. hahas. i hate charity. so INCONSIDERATE. they pushed the faan to their side lohhs. we damm BU SHUANG. hahas. mslim helped us to push back. lalalalas. have our revenge. canns do my paper in peace lerrs. but i cant think of points to write. no mood at all. sighhs. end lerrs. i just auto lahhs. go canteen eat. went to remedial. arrrgh! i just passed. disappointed. go through i dont know de then go home lerrs. nobody's at home againss. i dont know whys i do thats againss. haiss. maybe too stress. too vexed. too moody. listen to songs. do maths. sis is back. thats good and badd also. i wanted to be alonne. feeling no good mahhs. ummm. i dont understandd whys must i call my dad when he come back. mie and my sis never call. we find it so weird. maybe we dont like him. we are nottx thats close lerrs mahhs. we are matured. i just cant open my mouth and call him 'pa'. will i regret ? i dont want to regret anything. i will forcce myself to say. as my sis. she is damm stubborn. she wont call. haiss. i dont want care lerrs. very FAN. gastric pain. eyes pain. where also pain lahhs. haiss. ate dinner then watch tv. so nice. i do a bit of maths only. dont know this and thats. canns i get A1 ? wondering. the whole day i felt so sadds. just now tears were there. just so sudden. i dont know whats happen to mie lahhs. i never felt this for quite a time lerrs. i like going back to the past. i dont want to cry everyday. i dont want to be sadds. but i cant control. i guess i will cry later. sighhs. i am tiredd of life. my brain is nottx working. no one listen to mie. oops. 46 days left to o levels. DEAD' god bless us ! good nites. take cares. huggs-
